SI kicked in … damn it

[wherestheexit]

Just tried the night night method…
I hadn't got it quite right but my SI kicked in hard

Endless ratchet strap and some rolled up microfibre cloths

Pressure felt good but wasn't in the right place, I wasn't on the arteries

 

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

I feel for you.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I hadn't got it quite right but my SI kicked in hard

I'm so sorry you're still suffering on this maximum security prison called the earth.
You might be feeling so hopeless I guess. It's definitely hard time, so please take care

I've ever tried partial hanging, but SI kicked in and it was terrifying - After I passed out, somehow I regained consciousness, in a full-on panic state. I removed the knot around my neck, and I don't remember how I felt after that.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be dreadful, I find it cruel and horrible how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die on our own terms, we really shouldn't have to struggle so much to permanently leave this existence.

 

[mortuarymary]

Stay strong and it will happen.

 

[rozeske]

Just tried the night night method…
I hadn't got it quite right but my SI kicked in hard

Endless ratchet strap and some rolled up microfibre cloths

Pressure felt good but wasn't in the right place, I wasn't on the arteries

Am sorry, I do unfortunately can relate to the frustration. I wish you the best for your future plans.

I've ever tried partial hanging, but SI kicked in and it was terrifying - After I passed out, somehow I regained consciousness, in a full-on panic state. I removed the knot around my neck, and I don't remember how I felt after that.

This is what terrifies me the most! All the waking up after unconsciousness stories of partial. Did you find your self in a different position? What did you suspect the possible reason to be? Can you share what your setup and position was like?
I would understand and respect your decision if you don't feel comfortable to share.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

This is what terrifies me the most! All the waking up after unconsciousness stories of partial. Did you find your self in a different position? What did you suspect the possible reason to be? Can you share what your setup and position was like?
I would understand and respect your decision if you don't feel comfortable to share.

My setup was crazy - I don't recommend this. And I don't remember what happened clearly - my memory is blurred.
I used a hanger for clothes and a 12mm rope. I placed my legs in front of me.



I think pressure to carotid arteries wasn't enough. When I regained consciousness, I was the same position, but I don't remember how I could remove the knot.
And I even don't remember why I attempted CTB. So please take this with a grain of salt...

 

[rozeske]

My setup was crazy - I don't recommend this. And I don't remember what happened clearly - my memory is blurred.
I used a hanger for clothes and a 12mm rope. I placed my legs in front of me.

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I think pressure to carotid arteries wasn't enough. When I regained consciousness, I was the same position, but I don't remember how I could remove the knot.
And I even don't remember why I attempted CTB. So please take this with a grain of salt...

Thank you love for taking the time to reply in detail. Somehow you must have grabbed on to something and loosened the pressure. SI is a jackass even when we are unconsciousness. I found that position to close off all my arteries and airways it was so bad, how i got my self up is also a blur but I don't think I lost full consciousness to bigin with.