Shower thought rant

[Broccoli]

Sometimes feels like life is just a prison sentence for higher beings. Like some of us get 80 years or 3 months locked into physical straight jackets and killing your self is like escaping prison but they catch you and send you back for more time. Everyone in life is just all the inmates who try to convince you not to leave because they'd be stuck in prison alone. If I had a life sentence and my friend was getting out in a week I'd try and sabatoge them leaving just so I'd have company. Nah man stay in here it's the best.

So many people these days because in past everyone like Genghis kan was just killing each other so their back to serve more time but supposedly the population is trending down because we've become more civilized in areas that they get set free. Covid was just a mass exoneration by whoever got elected in the higher dimensions.

 

[Nephis]

If we are prisoners, than we are prisoners of our own minds. The torturer; the world, and the executioner; our own hand.

 

[Meteora]

Can relate to that @Broccoli. Feels like I ve understood almost everything that is necessary to, it wouldnt make sense to change my behaviour to the bad once I ve become a "good person"

 

[Antigonish]

Something I think about that allot. No matter how free I feel or how ready I am... I sometimes self sabotage because I'm worried about those around me. Like "Who's gonna be there for them." Like no one wasn't really there for me. Or how I can't stand the thought of being left behind when things are finally going good. Kinda like being tethered to a black hole, to far to be sucked in, and to tightly chained to float away.