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9BBN

9BBN

Heaven, send Hell away
Mar 29, 2021
377
I have so much I want to write but no energy to say it.
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
I don't know what you're trying to say?
 
4eyebiped

4eyebiped

Mage
Dec 28, 2019
567
It is one reason I do not respond to established threads or long posts. I absolutely do not have the energy or focus to read them. I do not even revisit the few threads I do post in so if anyone responds to me, without tagging or quoting, I won't know it. So, don't think I am ignoring you.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,472
yeah there's so much i want to do but have no energy it's a form of decline in abilities severe enough to interfere with daily life
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
You're from the US, don't you speak English?
I only speak Wet Brain. It's a little-known Native American dialect... most familar to Sioux, Navajo, and the northeastern American Cherokee and Penobscot tribes, to which I belong.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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i thought wet brain was a medical condition caused by chronic alcohol abuse
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I only speak Wet Brain. It's a little-known Native American dialect... most familar to Sioux, Navajo, and the northeastern American Cherokee and Penobscot tribes, to which I belong.
You seem eloquent & coherent to me...
 
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MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,214
I can relate well. Somedays, I have some energy to post, but then I get too scared of how others might react and stuff. I also regret some of my past posts, so it gets difficult finding any motivation to share my thoughts.
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
1,357
I can only relate
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
yeah same. I don't even go to therapy because it requires a lot of energy
 
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Misfit72

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Aug 25, 2020
156
I know whereof you speak.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,571
It can be very difficult doing things when you have no energy. In my case I have nothing much to say, but I still have made many repetitive posts about the same thing. It is a way to pass the time.
 
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endthispain

Member
Oct 1, 2021
24
I also don't have the energy to post. Can barley get out of bed. Depression so painful. I always feel like a broken record. The pain I'm in nobody understands:(
 
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Q-Dust

Q-Dust

Am literally a rhododendron
Jun 9, 2019
51
I have the energy to post I just don't know how to put my thoughts into words
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
I have so much I want to write but no energy to say it.
same. also, i don't see the point in it, because no one cares anyway
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I can relate well. Somedays, I have some energy to post, but then I get too scared of how others might react and stuff. I also regret some of my past posts, so it gets difficult finding any motivation to share my thoughts.
I don't feel it takes as much energy for me to simply comment rather than continually argue a point (which can be exhausting), however I haven't actually made a post in forever for various reasons.
(Btw I think you can request for a mod to delete your thread, unless we are able to delete them ourselves now, unsure..but if they bother you I'm pretty certain they don't have to stay up. I'm also going to have to request some edits before I ctb for privacy reasons.)

I am on and off here, I go through bursts of being able to yap, versus staying silent, but usually I don't even have the energy to so much as lurk when I'm absent from here for months at a time. Still, to the original post, idk if most who lurk are merely doing so out of fatigue, there could be endless reasons, including fear.
To me this place usually requires less energy than anywhere else online or accomplishing other daily tasks and activities, I don't have to worry as much and it can be cathartic.
Meanwhile, while I'm going on and on, I fall behind on things such as basic hygiene, I'm just so damn tired, sitting here and typing is one thing, getting up and facing the day is another.
It is one reason I do not respond to established threads or long posts. I absolutely do not have the energy or focus to read them. I do not even revisit the few threads I do post in so if anyone responds to me, without tagging or quoting, I won't know it. So, don't think I am ignoring you.
I usually respond without reading the rest of the comments and then I go back and read some of them, realizing I sometimes repeat what another person has already said.
 
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