GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Here in England it's a beautiful early autumn evening. The sky is clear, the stars are out. I could almost see myself catching the bus in such circumstances.

My time is not now, however. Recovery remains an unlikely possibility. And SN is still out for delivery...

***

A quick update some guys were just jumped in this massive park I'm in, threatened with a hammer. They told me to get out of here, no word of a lie.

But who gives a shit right?

***

And a cop car's just rolled up.

Sorry if this is inappropriate; I was genuinely in a peaceful place a minute ago.

I love this crappy country...
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
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The UK is pretty wild. I lived their for nine years and got robbed at least three times.

The level of inequality is on par with the US.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
The UK is pretty wild. I lived their for nine years and got robbed at least three times.

The level of inequality is on par with the US.
Yeah Western society is pretty much dead I reckon. Capitalism will eat itself even before climate change fucks the world up.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
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Sorry to hear about that experience. Keep your eyes on that bus, gravity utilizing horse. Never stop running :heart:
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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Yeah Western society is pretty much dead I reckon. Capitalism will eat itself even before climate change fucks the world up.
That why you're getting out because although there's a plethora of reasons "the sky is clear, the stars are out" isn't one of them. Maybe it's just me but it's moments like that that make it all seem worthwhile. Sounds like it all quickly came undone though. That's what takes me right back to suicide. It's a constant battle
 
GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Oh my god the beautiful women I used to know. Yes I've gone there, as a 35 year-old man. It breaks my heart. All the beautiful women I used to know! All the beautiful women who lost their beauty to age, and all the beautiful girls who don't know what's coming, once they hit 25-30, or settle in a long-term relationship!

You see, what they often do not see is: eventually, beauty dies.

And it's a fucking tragedy for everyone.
 
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Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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Oh my god the beautiful women I used to know. Yes I've gone there, as a 35 year-old man. It breaks my heart. All the beautiful women I used to know! All the beautiful women who lost their beauty to age, and all the beautiful girls who don't know what's coming, once they hit 25-30, or settle in a long-term relationship!

You see, what they often do not see is: eventually, beauty dies.

And it's a fucking tragedy for everyone.
Eventually? As soon as you've grown up you're already getting old. That's why porn sites are full of teens and it's getting tragic now knowing it won't be long until I'm old enough to be their dad.
 
GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Yeah it's true love and sex will be the first things to die in this digital age. Friendships next, once everyone looks up and sees their buddies glued to their phones, deaf as posts, ignorant to whatever the hell was just asked of them...
 
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Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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Yeah it's true love and sex will be the first things to die in this digital age. Friendships next, once everyone looks up and sees their buddies glued to their phones, deaf as posts, ignorant to whatever the hell was just asked of them...
It's horrendous but particularly horrendous for me. I won't bore you with the details but the more free I am of it the better.
 
GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Yeah I don't know your story but mine for sure involves neglect. I hope you find your gun x
 
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