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Saddaisy
Student
- May 16, 2020
- 146
I'm thinking about trying tonight. Stupid partner is mad at me for the DUMBEST crap. He had a bad day at work yesterday and got mad at me because I had found the perfect Christmas gift for him and I "was babbling like I always do when I'm excited". I forget I'm not allowed to be happy or show any emotion around him. There's more reasons besides him that I want to end it. Student loan debt is killing me (or will be next year), I have a chronic condition that's only going to get worse... I've signed up with dignitis in Switzerland but since America fails at corona it's going to be a long time before I can use them and I don't want to wait a year.
My options are hanging, taking all my sleeping pills, cutting my wrists, or that's basically it. I wish I had access to more stuff because I don't want to wake up to another day of this pain.
My options are hanging, taking all my sleeping pills, cutting my wrists, or that's basically it. I wish I had access to more stuff because I don't want to wake up to another day of this pain.