i hear you op, it is very valid too, i have walked out on many a position and role over the years, as long as you have some muns saved up and wont starve, your ok, so you have any savings maybe ?, investments ?, is it possible for you to go the self employed route ?, or find a side hussle/gig ?, personally i have never enjoyed working for others, never felt fulfilled, in the slightest and hated the responsibilities and obligations that come with full time employment, of course this is made that much worse if you work as part of a team where you are unliked, or dont value or like those you work with, yet are forced to rub shoulders with, and interact with on the daily, lets be reals your working for peanuts for companies you seldom care about, your easily replaced, and easily forgotten, such is modern captialist depressing culture, is it a wonder so many of us are contemplating taking our own lives, for me work has been nothing but a source of utter misery my whole life, and living paycheck to paycheck, regardless of the sector, i feel not enough people listen to this, or take it seriously, what with work related suicides going largely under reported, we dont even know how widespread work related misery is, how many feel trapped in there current positions as you describe ?, if you can i would urge you to try your hand at self employment if possible, maybe set up a buying/selling buisness from home, there is so many avenues of generating income nowdays heck even twitch live game streamers can earn some dosh, i feel your pain my friend, this rat race hampster wheel isnt for everybody, nor was it intended to be i feel, and some of us no longer even care about working for survival either, as you said there, it is understandable, as you said sooner just die, why contribute to a system that leaves many of us undervalued and underwhelmed under paid, and vastly overworked.