worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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I wish you the best of luck buddy! Didn't know you was going already.

I see no problem with putting a warning on your door as long as your folks won't be able to see it before you fully CTB. They will be shocked either way. Comes with the territory.
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Those are good points. I guess it's inevitable they will see my corpse. I don't know, maybe I should find a way to make a hotel room work.
At home or in a hotel room doesn't matter in terms of them seeing your corpse: they're very likely going to see it at the morgue, or at the mortuary.

The strongest reason I know of for ctb in a hotel room is so that your family won't see your corpse every time they walk into your room for the rest of the time they live in that house. I have no doubt that the flashbacks will be quite distressing, and I seriously doubt they will fade. Even if they somehow don't actually see your corpse while it's in the house, they'll imagine it there. It might be easier on them if they just know to avoid a certain hotel. But that's just my guess.
 
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YoungThugLover

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Nov 12, 2018
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I don't. It's going to have to be in the house. But I'll put up a sign about dangerous gas or something as well as a dead body. It's all I can do. I don't really know anywhere around here where I could go to and have certainty that I won't be found in time.
Man think harder, go to a park bathroom or something
 
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YoungThugLover

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@EvilAngelGoddess 6 post 1060 likes??????????????????????????


God damn lol all you have to do is set your account as "female" and the thirst will roll in :pfff:
 
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kkatt

Paragon
Nov 12, 2018
967
As a parent I can guarantee, there is no way you could prevent them from finding your corpse.
And even with a note it will scar them forever. After that much time, you may be discoloured from the gas or even from livor mortis where the blood settles in the lower parts of the body. Most people evacuate too. There's bloating. Who knows.
A corpse is generally not pretty.
Even if your brother doesn't see it,the impact will affect him too.
Please do try to find somewhere and have you considered using a delayed email to alert the authorities? They are usually more accustomed to seeing such things.
Good luck to you. x
 
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couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
you dont have money for a motel?
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
I'm ctb tomorrow in my home via inert gas asphyxia. I'll basically use the exit bag, but with a full face snorkel mask instead. I'll have at least 2 hours to do it without anyone in the house. Should I maybe put a sign outside my door warning people there is a dead body in there? So that my parents don't find me?

Edit: Thank you so much everyone for the suggestions.
A sign might increase the risk of discovery. I wouldn't do it.

As others have said Nitrogen only kills in high concentration. If you are using a mask then the concentration in your room should still be relatively low.

Your goal is to die. Remember? Don't forget that. Sign or no sign is irrelevant.

When will you ctb? I will think about you. It will be said to see you go but I will be happy for you.
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Are you unable to use a car? Also, didn't you say a few weeks ago that you didn't want to ctb? I'm curious/concerned about what changed, but if you don't wanna open up no worries.

I realized life still sucks. It was the survival instinct talking.

i hope you'll find your peace friend, i want my peace too.. life is so cruel
also this is my chosen metod and i wanna ti know more if you can explain me... i would hate vomits and other shit, are you going to take something like antiemetics?

Thank you. I won't need an antiemetic for inert gas.

A sign might increase the risk of discovery. I wouldn't do it.

As others have said Nitrogen only kills in high concentration. If you are using a mask then the concentration in your room should still be relatively low.

Your goal is to die. Remember? Don't forget that. Sign or no sign is irrelevant.

When will you ctb? I will think about you. It will be said to see you go but I will be happy for you.

I'm planning to today.
 
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sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
@EvilAngelGoddess 6 post 1060 likes??????????????????????????


God damn lol all you have to do is set your account as "female" and the thirst will roll in :pfff:
...You must be new here
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Thank you again, everyone. I'm going to logout and spend the rest of my time in solitude. But it was nice knowing all of you.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Nitrogen dispersed in air poses no threat to bystanders, whatever you think would make it easier for everyone is fine. It might make it easier on everyone if you make it apparent you are severely mentality disturbed, something like: Zilrog from the planet Gorliz has been in contact and I must return to save the planet from imminent destruction, know that I enjoyed my stay here and having you as my parents but this is simply something I can't ignore as I am the representative protector of that planet, I bid you adeiu and must evacuate my earthly container for interstellar travel, sincerely (signedname).

The note itself should denote your voluntary suicide, to alleviate the possibility of an investigation, suspicion on your parents.
"Heavens gate" suicide cult went out in this fashion, under the guise of catching a comet.

Good-luck and happy travels whatever you decide to do.
 
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sadsoul

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Sep 9, 2018
440
Thank you again, everyone. I'm going to logout and spend the rest of my time in solitude. But it was nice knowing all of you.
Goodbye and good luck <3
Peace and love to you~
 
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YoungThugLover

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Nov 12, 2018
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...You must be new here
Wow what gave it away maybe the fact my account says "member since monday" lmfaoooo

You tryna feel cool right now "..you must be new here" lmao dude you been here posting on a suicide forum almost three months now you either gonna kill yourself or keep bitching and whining about it :pfff:
 
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YoungThugLover

Member
Nov 12, 2018
50
Thank you again, everyone. I'm going to logout and spend the rest of my time in solitude. But it was nice knowing all of you.
Alright cool see you tomorrow when you log back in
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
Nitrogen dispersed in air poses no threat to bystanders, whatever you think would make it easier for everyone is fine. It might make it easier on everyone if you make it apparent you are severely mentality disturbed, something like: Zilrog from the planet Gorliz has been in contact and I must return to save the planet from imminent destruction, know that I enjoyed my stay here and having you as my parents but this is simply something I can't ignore as I am the representative protector of that planet, I bid you adeiu and must evacuate my earthly container for interstellar travel, sincerely (signedname).

The note itself should denote your voluntary suicide, to alleviate the possibility of an investigation, suspicion on your parents.
"Heavens gate" suicide cult went out in this fashion, under the guise of catching a comet.

Good-luck and happy travels whatever you decide to do.
I heard of Heavens gate. I had no idea they just wanted to commit suicide. Where did you see this?
 
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Niko

Student
Oct 4, 2018
112
I would consider waiting a little bit before you do this in the home you share with your parents. There is the very strong risk they could get hurt in some way and you seem justifiably concerned about that. I'm not sure you'd want to spend your last moments stressed any more than you have to. You can save up for a hotel room perhaps and set everything up to your liking.

The nice thing about ctb is that you have all the time in the world to do this and I just think it's better to do it right.
 
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sadsoul

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Sep 9, 2018
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YoungThugLover

Member
Nov 12, 2018
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I heard of Heavens gate. I had no idea they just wanted to commit suicide. Where did you see this?
The whole mission of the cult was to ascend to a higher realm or as they called "the kingdom of god" they thought a shooting star was gonna come swoop by and carry their souls to a higher realm when they died thats why they picked the day they did.


Very odd people, a number of the men traveled to mexico to get their penises removed to avoid human temptation
 
Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
I heard of Heavens gate. I had no idea they just wanted to commit suicide. Where did you see this?

The people in the "heavens gate" we're very intelligent and had a community of great playfulness and humor it was the last laugh. They had a multi-million dollar business designing websites, some we're in the entertainment community, they may have understood things we do not, forming a "soul group" and exiting for a prescribed purpose with such an outlandish plot would have amused them.
 
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YoungThugLover

Member
Nov 12, 2018
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Quit your bullshit. Why even bother talking trash then deleting it when you get embarrassed by it? Surely you can thug it up on some mindless social media page.
LOL i said it ment it. I can post the DM of the mod saying im warned and HE deleted my post. Probably because you caught feelings and reported me :pfff::pfff::pfff:
 
Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Thank you again, everyone. I'm going to logout and spend the rest of my time in solitude. But it was nice knowing all of you.
All good luck my dear. Hope you find peace.
 
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YoungThugLover

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Nov 12, 2018
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Quit your bullshit. Why even bother talking trash then deleting it when you get embarrassed by it? Surely you can thug it up on some mindless social media page.
Crazy how i keep getting warnings but mod wont delete your post doing the same thing LOL

I didnt delete shit i said it i ment it
 

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