Help Should I play with life until karma ends it for me ?

[Unknown Disaster]

Henlow dear users,

I've been tempted by the idea of suicide a lot for now a few years but I'm scared of what would happen next. I'm also scared of the pain of the process as I don't know any painless ways of ending it.

So I've been asking myself if I should take risks instead ? By that I mean :
- Should I run across a road full of cars to see if karma gets me ?
- Should I jump on traintracks and go away at the last second ? Or even run on the tracks while trains are going through?
- Should I walk on the edge of heights until I lose my stability and fall on the right or wrong side ?

Should I do this and let the adrenaline take over ?
Should I record it as well?

Tell me what you all think.


Unknown Disaster

 

[FuneralCry]

Doing such a thing would probably just lead to injuries and make existing even more horrible.

 

[Unknown Disaster]

Doing such a thing would probably just lead to injuries and make existing even more horrible.

True, I see what you mean, but honestly with how my life was I can't really make it any worse haha

 

[GasMonkey]

Maybe karma is a trap to make you reincarnate.

 

[orca87]

True, I see what you mean, but honestly with how my life was I can't really make it any worse haha

I believed that so many times. So many times that I thought I was at rock bottom. And I was proven wrong. There is no lower boundary to misery.

 

[chocolatebar]

You shouldn't do any of that in the sense of being obliged to. You're free to choose your actions and do what you believe is the best for you.

The things you describe are very likely to end up badly, and just making things worse for you. I understand how you can feel like life can't get worse, but losing the ability to be independent and make your choices can be unimaginably terrible.

Besides, that kind of reckless behavior is seen badly by society, and that may give you additional struggles.

There's no need to play with your health and freedom of choice life that

By the way, what do you mean by "karma"?

 

[Amakishiyo]

Sounds like the first two could get you locked up pretty fast. Also endangers the lives of innocent people which is pretty selfish of you.

 

[norwegianbuttercris]

You are free to do what you please, but they all have consequences.
Bringing innocent people into this and potentially causing them harm probably wont cater to your needs of recklessness but only lead you to guilt.

 

[voc_89]

the risks (incarceration for instance if you cause an accident) outweigh the benefits.

 

[Unknown Disaster]

Thank you all for your answers, I'll try to think of better ways of risking my life without bringing anyone into my brainless behavior, it's true that I didn't really think of that haha

 

[Netvor]

Doing such thing will cause terrible injury and more miserable time to live but

i personally think the most fun thing anyone could do at all is completely risking their lifes and getting away with it
but in your case if you are trying to die this way you aren't gonna find much success it might be fun doing if you had an "undo" button in real-life

 

[voc_89]

Thank you all for your answers, I'll try to think of better ways of risking my life without bringing anyone into my brainless behavior, it's true that I didn't really think of that haha

please don't think that we are attacking you. I think most of us, if we do it, we want to do it in such a way that it doesn't damage others cause we already know how painful this hellish aspect of life is so why bring someone into this dark side of life.

 

[Hotsackage]

if a woman jumped off a freeway to get runover by a truck, where i live. indirectly a 10 year old girl got killed by the traffic due from the incident. just putting that out there. choose wisely.

 

[Unknown Disaster]

please don't think that we are attacking you. I think most of us, if we do it, we want to do it in such a way that it doesn't damage others cause we already know how painful this hellish aspect of life is so why bring someone into this dark side of life.

I don't really feel attacked tbh, more like being taught a great lesson and it's a good thing imo

 

[AshClouds]

all those things you listed would either involve witnesses who'd see someone die in front of them, or involve others directly in your death. People who didn't ask to participate. Also what others said about it making everything worse for you.
I know everything is bad right now, but trust me, it can get a lot worse…

Also don't record it, if it gets out on the internet, your family would see it and it could devastate them. Not to mention tons of people who'd share the video with others because they think its funny

 

[Unknown Disaster]

all those things you listed would either involve witnesses who'd see someone die in front of them, or involve others directly in your death. People who didn't ask to participate. Also what others said about it making everything worse for you.
I know everything is bad right now, but trust me, it can get a lot worse…

Also don't record it, if it gets out on the internet, your family would see it and it could devastate them. Not to mention tons of people who'd share the video with others because they think its funny

True, didn't think about that

 

[voc_89]

all those things you listed would either involve witnesses who'd see someone die in front of them, or involve others directly in your death. People who didn't ask to participate. Also what others said about it making everything worse for you.
I know everything is bad right now, but trust me, it can get a lot worse…

Also don't record it, if it gets out on the internet, your family would see it and it could devastate them. Not to mention tons of people who'd share the video with others because they think its funny

the last part is so true. I found a clip of someone CTB. Idk why I watched it. To feel something different to what I was experiencing. Anyway, in the comments I saw people laughing at his experience. But we are the ones who they call sick in the head. This life

 

[Mäximum]

I would never do a method where other people are involved who shouldn't be. I'll just give them a trauma for the rest of their lifes.

 

[Unknown Disaster]

I would never do a method where other people are involved who shouldn't be. I'll just give them a trauma for the rest of their lifes.

What methods would you recommend that are painless ?

 

[AshClouds]

But we are the ones who they call sick in the head. This life

ikr? The irony of it all

 

[Mäximum]

There aren't much painless methods. The only thing i can think of is N but it's hard to get. SN can also be an option but because every person is different, some people on here have had reported that they were in pain after taking it so it's still a risk.

 

[Unknown Disaster]

There aren't much painless methods. The only thing i can think of is N but it's hard to get. SN can also be an option but because every person is different, some people on here have had reported that they were in pain after taking it so it's still a risk.

I'll try to see what those are, ty for the help♡

 

[Holu]

Henlow dear users,

I've been tempted by the idea of suicide a lot for now a few years but I'm scared of what would happen next. I'm also scared of the pain of the process as I don't know any painless ways of ending it.

So I've been asking myself if I should take risks instead ? By that I mean :
- Should I run across a road full of cars to see if karma gets me ?
- Should I jump on traintracks and go away at the last second ? Or even run on the tracks while trains are going through?
- Should I walk on the edge of heights until I lose my stability and fall on the right or wrong side ?

Should I do this and let the adrenaline take over ?
Should I record it as well?

Tell me what you all think.


Unknown Disaster

Doing that shit and surviving is either gonna get you hospitalized or 5150d. On top of that I must put emphasis on the fact that a stranger hurting or taking your life can be traumatic to that person. You are not required to care about this I just want to make sure you're aware.
That being said I guess you could always become a parkourist or something. Feel like that keeps the idea of "dancing with death" and on top u could film it

 

[Kundalini Guy]

Not worth especially how if you fail it's a direct ticket to the psychiatric ward (hell on earth).

 

[Unknown Disaster]

Doing that shit and surviving is either gonna get you hospitalized or 5150d. On top of that I must put emphasis on the fact that a stranger hurting or taking your life can be traumatic to that person. You are not required to care about this I just want to make sure you're aware.
That being said I guess you could always become a parkourist or something. Feel like that keeps the idea of "dancing with death" and on top u could film it

That's a goddamn good idea ! Tysm !

There aren't much painless methods. The only thing i can think of is N but it's hard to get. SN can also be an option but because every person is different, some people on here have had reported that they were in pain after taking it so it's still a risk.

Just one question, what's N? •3•

 

[Holu]

That's a goddamn good idea ! Tysm !

For the record, and I'm way overstepping boundaries here, but I'd encourage you to avoid all of these activities. If an end to suffering is what you desire then please consider pursuing a painless and comforting method. Anything else runs the risks of mass suffering, traumatizing others, or surviving. Ultimately I can't stop you, and whatever decision you make is up to you. Regardless I'll still support whatever choice you make I just want to voice another perspective. All love and best of luck in your endeavors.

 

[Unknown Disaster]

For the record, and I'm way overstepping boundaries here, but I'd encourage you to avoid all of these activities. If an end to suffering is what you desire then please consider pursuing a painless and comforting method. Anything else runs the risks of mass suffering, traumatizing others, or surviving. Ultimately I can't stop you, and whatever decision you make is up to you. Regardless I'll still support whatever choice you make I just want to voice another perspective. All love and best of luck in your endeavors.

Well, someone mentioned N but idk what that is, I'll try to find what it means and go for that ig

 

[outrider567]

What methods would you recommend that are painless ?

Nitrogen is totally painless, just like going to sleep

There aren't much painless methods. The only thing i can think of is N but it's hard to get. SN can also be an option but because every person is different, some people on here have had reported that they were in pain after taking it so it's still a risk.

Nitrogen is painless

 

[Unknown Disaster]

Nitrogen is totally painless, just like going to sleep

Nitrogen is painless

So it is what I thought, ty for clearing things up ♡