Should I Livestream my Ctb?

[Fthis]

So I decided to hold off a few hours to just think. Would you guys want me to livestream it through discord so you can have better luck at your time? I'm doing partial hanging

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

If video is saved it could be sent in a cruel manner by trolls to loved ones.

it depends on your perspective. If I was to CTB with no remaining loved ones I would live-stream it in a creative way but otherwise I think it's a bad idea

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

You risk being caught livestreaming it.

 

[yellowpig]

Something like that really increases to risk of being found or interrupted. The internet is filled with internet detectives who could track your IP address or something like that. I've been on areas of Twitter where people will say their goodbyes and people freak out and some are able to contact authorities or even family.

basically, if you go through with ctb, this would be a pretty big risk.

 

[lonerclown666]

no because other people can make fun of you

 

[happiestman]

No.

What you get by streaming it or what others get by watching it live? better dont make ourself an entertainment for others.

However I watched many edited videos of assisted suicide @dignitas, just for understanding the procedure.

 

[sadworld]

I don't think that's a good idea but it's up to you. There are more than enough hanging videos already and it's honestly not nice to watch someone die...

I hope everything works out for you. Good luck and safe travels!

 

[woknows]

I suppose it might help those who want to exit with the same method. But at the end of the day, I think it would serve as entertainment for a bunch of twisted f*cuks. Only a deranged person would want to watch it and some deeply troubled ones who want to take the same path.

Personally, I think you should reconsider your decision, as it is final. I am inching toward suicide day after day. I know how you feel. If you are not 100% sure, take time to reconsider.

 

[DrWh033]

And then you wonder why "normies" don't take suicide seriously.....

 

[WornOutLife]

You could livestream as Dani (the swiss guy) did.
Only send PMs to people you trust with a private link.

Some people and I watched his livestream and didn't share it anywhere. It's something too personal and he trusted us.

Anyway, it all depends on you. After all, you're the one making the BIG decision here...

Best of luck and hugs and love!

 

[Octavina]

Yes, but only because this is my main method since the chances of getting N are slim. But don't do it on like FB live or something. Like the other members said, make sure your location and details are private. I also want to live-stream my CTB in the future. If I sound heartless I'm sorry.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Just do what you want, it's up to you whether or not this appeals

 

[Wrennie]

My primary fear with doing so is that the footage would recirculate on snuff forums and then be mocked. People can be truly vile.

It is very kind of you though to offer in the event that it'll help others during their own CTB.

 

[Deleted member 24645]

I couldn't watch it, I'd find it too upsetting and I don't know you. What would your loved ones think if they viewed it? Once it's out there you lose control of it totally. Sending hugs xx

 

[Scotty]

I believe that exit has a way to privately live stream for educational purposes. I'm not sure if it is just for SN, but it's a thought.

 

[Nymph]

It's up to you really but I wouldn't do it personally. You risk being caught and found, if you do ctb and some mean person gets the video it will end up on those gore websites or something.

 

[Emily_Numb]

There are definitely a lot of suicide fetishists using this forum. I can't understand why anyone would want to livestream it. Simply to satisfy the morbid curiosity of other people in or because you think it will make you infamous?
Anyone wanting this person to livestream it needs to have a word with themselves. If you think even DMing the links to people you 'know and trust' on a forum is safe and not one of them will screen record it, you are immensely naive.

 

[Jiva]

My primary fear with doing so is that the footage would recirculate on snuff forums and then be mocked. People can be truly vile.

It is very kind of you though to offer in the event that it'll help others during their own CTB.

Honestly. It is not a problem i think. I will be dead, so i do not have to care.

 

[wordsonscreen]

What are the pros and cons? You should make a list :) Idk why people livestream

 

[x~Sophia~x]

What are the pros and cons? You should make a list :) Idk why people livestream

There are no pros, only cons.
I have no idea why anyone would want to do this - each to their own, but it stinks of attention seeking.

 

[meghead]

Some trolls might watch the livestream and make a joke out of it. Even though you may be dead and you won't care, it'd be sad to have people make fun of your death. I wouldn't recommend it, it's up to you, though.

 

[Deformationalplagio]

Its not really usefull the internet has a lot of videos of people hanging themself. I do want to see someone with sn because thats my method but at the same time its a bit inhumane

 

[Fthis]

There are no pros, only cons.
I have no idea why anyone would want to do this - each to their own, but it stinks of attention seeking.

I was wanting to do it to help others with their CTB

 

[Scotty]

I was wanting to do it to help others with their CTB

I was thinking the same thing. There seem to be some unknowns regarding the SN method, and I was thinking that it would be helpful for others to make an informed decision. I think that exit has a secure video feed that one can post on. I still don't think that I will do it, just making the decision to take SN and then quickly tending to all of my affairs, emails, money...is difficult enough. Oh well...it's the thought that counts, even if it's postumusly I suppose.

 

[wordsonscreen]

I was wanting to do it to help others with their CTB

It makes sense, thank you for offering!

I was thinking the same thing. There seem to be some unknowns regarding the SN method, and I was thinking that it would be helpful for others to make an informed decision. I think that exit has a secure video feed that one can post on. I still don't think that I will do it, just making the decision to take SN and then quickly tending to all of my affairs, emails, money...is difficult enough. Oh well...it's the thought that counts, even if it's postumusly I suppose.

yeah I wanted to maybe share my SN thing too maybe. Idk how it would work though. Thoughts?

 

[Masonfight]

I'm going to livestream mine. Anyone have any insight on best platforms to use? Please PM me.

 

[Odwin]

I'm going to livestream mine. Anyone have any insight on best platforms to use? Please PM me.

Depends on your goal. You want viewers or just a proof that you existed?

 

[Masonfight]

Want others to have the option and yes proof. So both.

 

[lofticries]

I say no but It really comes down to it being your choice and your choice alone. Just please be careful who you invite to your stream if you should go through with this.

 

[Bamman]

Personally I wouldn't. It's a pressure on you. For me I wouldn't want my last moments forever immortalised in video for people to abuse or share etc. Again it's up to you ultimately, just think about it. No one can decide for you.