pentobarbitaldreams
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- Jun 11, 2020
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So I'm schizophrenic and take medicine for it. A few weeks ago I started tapering off said medicine (with doctor's consent/advice); however, I have been actively planning my suicide for a few weeks before I started tapering off. I am considering writing a note to explain that my death wasn't the senseless result of a medicine adjustment but rather a carefully planned decision. However, I'm schizophrenic anyway, and my mom basically treats me as though I'm just a deranged ghost in the body of her former child, so I feel like she's just going to blame it on my mental illness, if not necessarily the medication adjustment.
If you were in my mom's situation, what kind of note would you prefer to find? How could I possibly express my autonomy?
If you were in my mom's situation, what kind of note would you prefer to find? How could I possibly express my autonomy?