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yourmemory

yourmemory

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Feb 3, 2026
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Do you guys think it would go down better for my loved ones if i were to 'go missing'? i'm not currently planning on it, but i had a really rough night. i'm just thinking on my options.
 
MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
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No, that would be infinitely worse.
 
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yourmemory

Member
Feb 3, 2026
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No, that would be infinitely worse.
Probably, yeah, but I'm almost certain if my father knew I killed myself he'd kill himself too. I'm just not sure where to go.
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
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Probably, yeah, but I'm almost certain if my father knew I killed myself he'd kill himself too. I'm just not sure where to go.
Well, we're comparing two horrible scenarios, at least as far as your family is concerned.

Do you want to talk about what was going on when you had a really rough night?
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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Do you guys think it would go down better for my loved ones if i were to 'go missing'? i'm not currently planning on it, but i had a really rough night. i'm just thinking on my options.
"Missing" how exactly? Like run away? How old are you? Do you work or in school?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Knowing that someone ctb'd but is now hopefully resting in peace vs worrying nonstop if they're chained up in someone's basement being tortured every day are both tough, but very different. Consider which you think they'd handle best.
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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Do you guys think it would go down better for my loved ones if i were to 'go missing'? i'm not currently planning on it, but i had a really rough night. i'm just thinking on my options.
I thought about this too but I think it would worse for our loved ones. They'd have no closure
 

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