Should I get the job done by jumping from a Hot Air Balloon or drink Opened N? (I opened the N months ago but decided against using it for ctb.

[watermelonsugaré]

I'm currently stuck in a psych ward and was planning on offing myself either by jumping off a hot air balloon or using N that I had opened months ago when I had planned on ctb but I decided against it and kept it in a sealed container for later use.
Life really fucking sucks right now but I don't want to rush my suicide and end up handicapped and in a much worse state than I already am, so what would you do in my situation? I also have access to a penthouse on the 20th floor I could jump off but I'm really scared of messing this option up and ending up handicapped

Would appreciate any advice

 

[GasMonkey]

Drink the N and then jump from the balloon.

 

[watermelonsugaré]

Drink the N and then jump from the balloon.

LOL imagine surviving that ordeal XD

 

[justwanasleep]

I love the balloon idea but what if you land on someone or a animal. Or you could fall onto a big tree where your limbs are fucked but your still alive. the 20 storey building seems a better jumping spot. Have you thought about hanging yourself ? I wish you the best.

 

[Jadzia]

I would think that jumping from a hot air balloon would mean risk traumatising anyone that you are in the balloon with.

Also, as someone said above, you don't know what or who you will land on.

 

[watermelonsugaré]

I love the balloon idea but what if you land on someone or a animal. Or you could fall onto a big tree where your limbs are fucked but your still alive. the 20 storey building seems a better jumping spot. Have you thought about hanging yourself ? I wish you the best.

I would love to hang but I'm worried I won't do it right :(

I would think that jumping from a hot air balloon would mean risk traumatising anyone that you are in the balloon with.

Also, as someone said above, you don't know what or who you will land on.

fucking hell man, living is hard and dying is hard.. why can't anything be easy, why is it that the ones who love life, die against their will all the time while the ones like us who can't wait for death to come have to go through hell just to kill ourselves, it's fucking annoying man

 

[justwanasleep]

I feel the same I'm waiting for my rope but scared of failing. I had a dream the other day that I tried to hang myself and the rope come undone and I fell and fucked my face up, my neck was all cut. Even in the astral realm I was like how tf am I gona hide this from everyone. It's scary.

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

""Falling"" out of a balloon in the sky sounds so romantic….

If I had the N, even with a broken seal, I feel like I would impulsively just guzzle it down as if it were an alcoholic beverage and just accept the "hangover". I'm not suggesting that but I think that's how I would react.

 

[outrider567]

Jumping out of a hot air balloon is a good idea but others in the basket might stop you before you can successfully jump

 

[time2fly]

biggest question is, what do you plan on doing with the hot air baloon after jumping? Maybe it could float out into space and have its own bus ride XD

 

[outrider567]

Mysterious Island(1961)would be a good film for you to watch

 

[Givenuponlife]

I'm currently stuck in a psych ward and was planning on offing myself either by jumping off a hot air balloon or using N that I had opened months ago when I had planned on ctb but I decided against it and kept it in a sealed container for later use.
Life really fucking sucks right now but I don't want to rush my suicide and end up handicapped and in a much worse state than I already am, so what would you do in my situation? I also have access to a penthouse on the 20th floor I could jump off but I'm really scared of messing this option up and ending up handicapped

Would appreciate any advice

A problem with jumping methods in general are that you could end up crashing into someone as a result, very possibly killing them. What's worse, I've heard of jumpers surviving and getting jailed. I could imagine that, from a high altitude, you mightn't be able to see where you land from your balloon, or easily check if there aren't any bystanders. I wouldn't go through with this route personally.

 

[nance]

Becoming handicapped or a vegetable is also my biggest fear, due to those i haven't tried any risky methods up until now. I need a painless and high working method.
Btw does anyone know how you make a post on the forum ?

 

[downndone2]

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