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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
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I live in the U.S. so I've seen SN more available but reading so many horror stories of people's failed SN attempts is risky. Just a little background, I'm a pretty small female, I have a very strong gag reflex, I even vomit while brushing my teeth. I've vomited before from 8-9 shots of alcohol. I have benzos but the other medications as we all know need a prescription. I also have a heart condition and fear of the pain from tachycardia. I essentially want a peaceful painless method but am a little desperate. It's most likely that I will vomit. One thing I do not understand is with this method won't you suffocate and struggle to gasp for air with hypercapnia kicking in?
 
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and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
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One thing I do not understand is with this method won't you suffocate and struggle to gasp for air with hypercapnia kicking in?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/
 
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Banshee

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Oct 25, 2021
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I honestly think there's a point to SN if you live in USA, Canada, or another other country that has easy access to guns.
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
Massive FAQ dump .


Death
.
Official"SN Poisoning"
  • Easily detectable, nothing more to it.
How does it work exactly?
  • Blood cells do not carry oxygen, though lungs continue to supply it, and brain is still working.
  • Cells in body turn to anaerobic metabolism for a while and eventually die , after couple of hours .
  • SN also causes blood cell destruction, plus circulatory disorder (blood cannot flow to tissue).
What's the medical state?The body can be described as suffering:
  • hemolytic anemia, "blood failure", or
  • anemic hypoxia, "blood fails to deliver oxygen".
Tissue slowly dies, but not due to lack of oxygen in cells (like cyanide) or lungs (like suffocation), rather due to 'bad blood' . It shares similarities with CO2 poisoning .
Is it like suffocation?No.
  • Suffocation (hypoxic hypoxia) is a stressful experience, involving reflexes, pain, and rapid damage within minutes.
  • SN does not deprive oxygen from you body, but to individual cells within your body.
Will my brain continue to function?Yes.
  • Brain continues to function, even with 30% oxygen level. SN is a gradual slow process.
Will I feel death?No, if regime followed.
  • With low oxygen levels you faint and lose consciousness.
  • Brain goes into "sleep mode" – everything keeps working, but you fall asleep.
Can it be disguised as accident?Never .
  • Your face turns blue and your blood turns dark -- that's visible .
  • It cannot be disguised as hypothermia or suffocation
Can I donate organs?Never.
  • Suspicion of either suicide or poisoning forbids that.
  • Autopsy and inquest required , cannot harvest organs (even if permitted) .
Do you "fall asleep" due to hypoxia or sedatives?Either or both.
  • SN: faint around 13m , unconsciousness around 20m.
  • Benzo: taking several can knock out , in 15m-30m
  • So either / both
    • You may time to be asleep when SN affects
.
Recovery
.
SN fatal even in small dosages?YES. DO NOT TRY OR TASTE IT.
Can I recover?YES – with HOSPITAL CARE.
Can I recover on my own?NO.
What happens in recovery/hospital?
  • Methylene Blue is an antidote.
  • Minute dosage of it increases oxygen from fatal 20% to healthy 90% within 30-60m.
  • Patients regain consciousness within 2-8 hours; dissmissed after 1-3 days; unless kept for psychiatric evaluation.
  • Hospitals sometime follow further procedures, but these were not found to be crucial just supportive, may hasten recovery: Oxygen therapy, Ascorbic acid (MetHb elimination), Cimetidine (reduces hematotoxins).
Can I be rescued?YES.
  • Usually within 1-2 hours.
  • Sometimes up to 3-4h after ingestion.
Will I have permanent damage?NO – You either die or recover
  • Plethora of SN poisoning cases with no medical evidence of damage.
  • Probably due to mode of action – slow cell/tissue death until total collapse. In the meantime everything is working.
If only small amount digested can I recover alone?NO . This is extremely rare .
Will I have permanent damage if SN taken without medical intervention?
No.
  • You will not have permanent damage. But you won't survive – scenario very unlikely – without rescue 99% fatal.
Why SN does not cause brain damage?
  • Hypoxic brain injury (drastic reduction in oxygen) is much slower than anoxic brain injury (sudden shutoff of oxygen, kills brain cells in 4 minutes).
  • Other organs die first . Heart, kidneys, etc collapse first – see research link
  • Possible temporary damage to globus pallidus (basal ganglia) – spontanously healed after few days [1]
Chances of coma / becoming vegetable?Currently 0% , as far as we know:
  • Out of thousands poisoning cases throughout centuries – there are no such documented cases. [1] [2]
  • "The Chinese Case" is not documented , we don't know patient background , and family claims malpractice . The child is not vegetative but brain dead (no chances of waking up). It is not a good case to study . [1]
Storage
.

PrimerSN acts much like table salt (NaCl).
  • Hygroscopic – absorbs water .
  • Does not reactwith water but dissolves to ions , suspended between H20 molecules .
    • Google "reactions vs ionic solution" .
  • Dissolves readily up to 40% (see graph)
  • Should not be heated . Combustible .
Solid
Can I open and close bottle?YES. Unless you're in a sauna ..
  • It does not oxidize with oxygen , only with water (that solution is potent)
  • Frequent exposure will damage it, but over time. Occasional won't.
  • Clamps are fine
  • Normal temperatures are fine . SN is transported in trucks/airplanes neither heated nor cooled .
  • SN storage warnings mention only high heat, reagents, pressure, and combustion.
  • That includes strong acids / bases / oxidizers . These may cause reaction .
Refrigerate?No.
  • SN is not reactive (only to moisture, heat, strong acid/base)
  • In industry kept at room temperature for years – simple plastic container
  • Refrigerators have moisture – don't overdo [1]
Extreme weather for transport/storage problem?No.
  • SN is transported in all climates without any heating/cooling.
  • SN is simply not reactive – only to moisture, acid, extreme heat, etc
Solution (liquid)
Will it go bad quickly?NO. Only after few hours.
  • Strong solutions (40%) are potent and durable . Weaker solutions will slightly react to create nitrates (aquarium) .
  • Labs store 40% solution in room temperature, open and close it, so some oxygen is fine.
  • Pure 100%, required in delicate biochem tests (DNA), must be prepared freshly ; but 99% is fine for us .
  • Labs use purified water and under sterile condition.
How long is it potent?At least several hours, if not more.
  • It has nothing to react with – but minute minerals, dirt, etc in drinking water .
Should I refrigerate?No.
  • While labs store 40% solution, our water is "dirty", and we lack sterile environment.
  • Cooling should not cause SN to change behaviour , but don't .
    • See saturation/temperature graph (OP)
Should I use heated water?No.
  • SN , like salt , readily dissolves in room temperature water . Stir it .
  • Heating will cause SN to change behaviour – don't.
Summary
  • Water Solution
Few Hours
  • Packed Air-Tight
Few YearsClumps, temporary exposure to air , are okay
  • Air
Few WeeksWill lose potency slowly, due to humidity (H2O) not oxygen



SN Intake
.
Common symptoms?
  • Stan's Guide
  • Success/failure stories – provide full testimonies
It's individual. Each member mentioned something else -- that another wasn't worried about.
"Pain"?Issue are NOT painful, but bad sensory/mental experience for many
Burning throatSome report mild painful – most haven't
Fast heart rateSome report 200bpm – like strenuous sprinting but while sitting down – can be scary.
  • Can induce anxiety – see Benzo, Beta-Blockers.
  • Again others were not that bothered.
Taste
TasteSN tastes like salt [1] . In high concentration that is disgusting .
  • Some report bad taste – others didn't care.
  • Taste rarely causes vomiting itself
  • Amitryptyline > N > SN (least horrible)
  • Discomfort documented [1][2] – taste complaints "very disgusting" (few felt nothing)
Salt trialThis is not a recommended practice. If very worried – may test with regular kitchen salt. It is not required.
  • Members tried [1] [2] [3]
  • Mostly safe but careful , research
  • Some reported SN taste – don't try! – see above threads .
How to take SNQuick shot to back of throat – best practice.
  • Don't sip [1]
  • Straw (direct to throat) was suggested , some used – too slow sucking SN?
Discussed dozens times, search threads.
Aftertaste
  • Something strong to overcome taste
  • Without much calories , acidity , irritation
  • Avoid ingestion – at least 10 minutes to allow SN intake [1]
Aftertaste – Tips
  • Suck ice cube before/after – reduce taste, soothes (see here)
  • Drink 50ml ice water – refreshing (don't drink much)
  • Gargle mouthwash (or water)
  • Suck on:
    • Chocolate tablet
    • Mint
    • Bit honey , jam
    • Anything that won't be ingested / irritate stomach
Vomiting
Vomiting
  • SN fatal even if vomited
  • 50ml on empty stomach (very little) – no prolonged / severe / violent vomitin
Servings / Vomiting practiceStan's Practice – 3 Servings
  • If vomit before fainting – drink next serving
  • Don't force drink #2 – body already absorbed SN
  • Following Stan practice, example:
ServingServingWhat happenedDrankVomitedAbsorbed
#120gDrank all & vomited a lot20g15g5g
#220gPartially drank serving & vomited some14g7g7g
#320gNever used
Total SN
12g
(fatal)
  • If vomit within 10m – may take more SN
  • Fainting around 12m indicates fatality – sufficient SN absorption (no need for more)
PPH practice , vomitingPPH Practice - 1 Big Serving

ServingSizeWhat happenedDrankVomitedAbsorbed
#125gVomited25g15g10g
Total SN
10g
(fatal)
  • If vomit within 10m – still fatal – no need for more SN
Dosage
PPH / StanTo absorb more SN despite possible vomit -- two strategies emerged:
  • PPH increased dose through the years: 15g –> 20g –> 25g
  • Stan's multiple serving – if vomit take more, 3 x 20g
Notes:
  • How many actually drank several servings? Unconfirmed [1]
  • Too much SN may cause instant vomiting? Unconfirmed
Dosage
  • PPH = 1 x 25g
  • Stan = 3 x 20g
Over 100kg
  • PPH = 1x 35g
  • Stan = 3x 25g
Under 60kg *This had been suggested by some , but not confirmed.
  • PPH = 1x 20g
  • Stan = 3x 15g
* We have no evidence that special practice is required . PPH addresses old fragile people , many underweight .
Table per weight?Not required .
  • jgm63 table is mathematical/theoretical and may complicate preparation [1] .
  • We have no info on those dosages , may use at own discretion .
Warnings
Double dose?DON'T.
  • Double dose may do the opposite (vomiting all instead of some), though we don't know and PPH have doubled the dose through the years.
Routes of administration?DON'T. Search threads.
  • Enema – strong salts burn and literally destroy membranes . (example , more)
  • Capsules – need quick SN and in intestines -- capsules interfere , not practical (details , absorption)
  • IV / Injection -- Vein will collapse , SN won't enter blood (destroy membranes) [1] ; not practical [2] [3]
AlcoholDON'T. Search threads.

100ml alcohol changes everything
  • Stomach acidity, metabolism, and absorption (even 3h after drink)
  • Vomit more and/or violently
  • Opposite effects -- increase anxiety/headache
Recommendation is to barely drink water for max SN absorption, additions are counter productive, don't mix poisons.
Weed / Marijuana / MDMADON'T. Search threads.

  • Weed not strong antiemetic
  • Psychoactive effects while ctb – hazardous
    • Intensify feeling – panic & survival instinct
    • Freak out , unpredictable
    • Combining 2 extreme experiences in one
  • Example , example , example , and plenty more
Can I drink after SN?NO.
  • Read members testimonies.
  • Your stomach will be in turmoil , interacting with SN , with chances of vomiting -- adding more to the mix is bad. [1]
Suggested aftertaste solutions, and small gulp of water, would do little harm.
~



Fasting
.
Timeline
  • 5h before SN– light meal – start fasting.
    • Individual , may consider 4h or 6h
    • Avoid alcohol
  • Next 3 hours– water, non-acidic juices – moderation (glass or two)
    • Avoid acidic, carbonated, caffeinated, fatty drinks.
    • See snack options
  • Next hour – Only water.
    • Drink freely , that is few glasses (not litres) [1]
  • Next hour – complete fast (no drinking)
  • After SN– may have a small chocolate tablet or mint etc for taste
    • Don't overdo – may cause nausea
Example and discussion
Timeline (brief)
00:00Light meal , start fasting
Water ok
Some snacks , light juices
03:00Only water
04:00Stop water
05:00SN Intake
JuicesJuices/shakes made with either carrot, aloe, cabbage, beet, watermelon, spinach, cucumber, pear, etc
  • You know your stomach better.
SnacksFruit & veg – simple non-acidic, small amount.
Candy – simple sugars, no fat, up to 100 calories
  • Apples are acidic and fiberous (long travel in intestines) but 1 small apple 4h before SN could be ok – you know your stomach.
Acidic, carbonated, caffeinated, fatty drinks?Avoid.
  • If must have – 3h before SN intake (at most 2h)
  • Not recommended
Original PPH timeline (strict)
  • 8h before intake – light meal , start fasting
  • Next 6 hours: Some water.
    • If must drink – small amounts of non-acidic juices
  • Next 2 hours: Complete fast – no drinking
Why did it change?
  • Quick gastric emptying for fluids and simple sugars
  • pH returns to normal 1h after emptying
  • Intestines partially empty – is sufficient for SN absorption
See detailed version with data



 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
826
I honestly think there's a point to SN if you live in USA, Canada, or another other country that has easy access to guns.
Gun is for people seeking rather violent ways. I am seeking more of a peaceful way. I mean the shootings here have just been so insane that I think average people living in USA are traumatized, I know I am. But it all comes down to that trigger pull.
@Euthanza Thank You so much your amazing.
 
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ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
659
what a beautiful table 🥰
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
I honestly think there's a point to SN if you live in USA, Canada, or another other country that has easy access to guns.
Except that Canada just banned the import of handguns and has rather strong rules about buying and transporting a fire arm. People with known MH problems can't get licenses to own one.
It's easier to get SN or even F around here than a gun.
I live in the U.S. so I've seen SN more available but reading so many horror stories of people's failed SN attempts is risky. Just a little background, I'm a pretty small female, I have a very strong gag reflex, I even vomit while brushing my teeth. I've vomited before from 8-9 shots of alcohol. I have benzos but the other medications as we all know need a prescription. I also have a heart condition and fear of the pain from tachycardia. I essentially want a peaceful painless method but am a little desperate. It's most likely that I will vomit. One thing I do not understand is with this method won't you suffocate and struggle to gasp for air with hypercapnia kicking in?

Maybe looking into F instead is a better choice for you then?
N and SN aren't the only options.
 
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Banshee

Student
Oct 25, 2021
154
Except that Canada just banned the import of handguns and has rather strong rules about buying and transporting a fire arm. People with known MH problems can't get licenses to own one.
It's easier to get SN or even F around here than a gun.


Maybe looking into F instead is a better choice for you then?
N and SN aren't the only options.
Keyword is "import". Canada still has handguns and on top of that we have A Lot of guns. A two day course, totalling about 5 hours, some paperwork that you can lie on, 29 days later, you can walk into a gun shop and buy a gun and ammo as if they are a bag of chips and pop.

As for the whole transportation part, that doesn't apply to non-restricted. I don't know why someone want to choose a handgun over a shotgun.

We have a huge gun culture in Canada and people don't realize it. We have more registered PAL holders than we have registered hockey players.
 
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Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
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I live in the U.S. so I've seen SN more available but reading so many horror stories of people's failed SN attempts is risky. Just a little background, I'm a pretty small female, I have a very strong gag reflex, I even vomit while brushing my teeth. I've vomited before from 8-9 shots of alcohol. I have benzos but the other medications as we all know need a prescription. I also have a heart condition and fear of the pain from tachycardia. I essentially want a peaceful painless method but am a little desperate. It's most likely that I will vomit. One thing I do not understand is with this method won't you suffocate and struggle to gasp for air with hypercapnia kicking in?
I just spent quite a bit of time reading the SN failed attempts and successful attempts lists and it really made me feel better about using SN.
I noticed a pattern of when and why people felt pain and why others were painless, calm, and easy.
Most had to do with following Stans guid properly.
I'm actually considering putting my sn in capsules. It looks like the people who did that had a lot less nausea and that salty burn sensation in the throat and stomach.
I completely understand your trepidation.
I've been feeling that way, too.
I was actually going to write a post about how much better I feel about my decision to go with SN now, but here is just as good.
This entire thing is intimidating and overwhelming.
The what-ifs are immeasurable. It's such a huge decision to make and all anyone wants is to be pain free, whether we decide to ctb or not.
I also remind myself there are people here who lie in an attempt to scare others out of attempting.
If the positive outcomes outweigh the negative ones, I have to assume the negative is with coming from human error (which many admitted to) or to people trying to stop others from doing it at all through scare tactics.
All of this is just my personal opinion.
I could never and will never tell anyone what they should or shouldn't do.
That is a decision only you can make.
I'm just explaining my decision for myself.
Hope whatever you decide brings you comfort and peace. 💕
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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a peaceful and painless death is practically impossible. we are not wired to die, especially at our own hands. the instinctual anxiety of oh shit what have i done is inevitable even if you are 100% sure you want to do it. however i did survive SN and my account is documented on here, i only survived because i panicked and told someone who called for help, otherwise i am very confident i would be dead. survival instinct is very hard to overcome
 
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Lastsauce

Experienced
Dec 22, 2019
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I'm actually considering putting my sn in capsules. It looks like the people who did that had a lot less nausea and that salty burn sensation in the throat and stomach.
I wonder if anyone has tried using acid resistant (enteric) capsules with SN. Those could in theory prevent most of the nausea if they pass to the bowel before melting.
 
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losing hope

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Apr 27, 2022
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Read one account where someone used a funnel to bypass the taste & gag reflex of SN. Not sure if that might help with preventing nausea though?
 
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Unlucked

Student
Jul 10, 2019
189
a peaceful and painless death is practically impossible. we are not wired to die, especially at our own hands. the instinctual anxiety of oh shit what have i done is inevitable even if you are 100% sure you want to do it. however i did survive SN and my account is documented on here, i only survived because i panicked and told someone who called for help, otherwise i am very confident i would be dead. survival instinct is very hard to overcome
It's good to know, there is no way you'll ever be fully anxiety free. I think it's the same way even if you got N, you know mentally that's going to be your last drink.

Seems like most people are ridden with anxiety and fear even till the end. The body wants to live, even if the mind says no more.
 
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Read one account where someone used a funnel to bypass the taste & gag reflex of SN. Not sure if that might help with preventing nausea though?
I was thinking a syringe like this
 

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I just spent quite a bit of time reading the SN failed attempts and successful attempts lists and it really made me feel better about using SN.
I noticed a pattern of when and why people felt pain and why others were painless, calm, and easy.
Most had to do with following Stans guid properly.
I'm actually considering putting my sn in capsules. It looks like the people who did that had a lot less nausea and that salty burn sensation in the throat and stomach.
I completely understand your trepidation.
I've been feeling that way, too.
I was actually going to write a post about how much better I feel about my decision to go with SN now, but here is just as good.
This entire thing is intimidating and overwhelming.
The what-ifs are immeasurable. It's such a huge decision to make and all anyone wants is to be pain free, whether we decide to ctb or not.
I also remind myself there are people here who lie in an attempt to scare others out of attempting.
If the positive outcomes outweigh the negative ones, I have to assume the negative is with coming from human error (which many admitted to) or to people trying to stop others from doing it at all through scare tactics.
All of this is just my personal opinion.
I could never and will never tell anyone what they should or shouldn't do.
That is a decision only you can make.
I'm just explaining my decision for myself.
Hope whatever you decide brings you comfort and peace. 💕
Thank You for this. Will putting SN in capsules have any effect on absorbency? Also I do not have access to the PPEH and I've tried downloading it from here but it's an error. I actually just recently found out that SN was mentioned in the PPEH. If it's coming from a doctor, then it's much more calming but What about the other medications that are prescription only?
Also because I do not have access to the PPEH I'm still a little unsure about the whole suffocation, hypercapnia, pain in gasping for air
 
Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
Thank You for this. Will putting SN in capsules have any effect on absorbency? Also I do not have access to the PPEH and I've tried downloading it from here but it's an error. I actually just recently found out that SN was mentioned in the PPEH. If it's coming from a doctor, then it's much more calming but What about the other medications that are
Thank You for this. Will putting SN in capsules have any effect on absorbency? Also I do not have access to the PPEH and I've tried downloading it from here but it's an error. I actually just recently found out that SN was mentioned in the PPEH. If it's coming from a doctor, then it's much more calming but What about the other medications that are prescription only?
Also because I do not have access to the PPEH I'm still a little unsure about the whole suffocation, hypercapnia, pain in gasping for air

I'm not sure about absorbency. I just read the posts from people who used the capsules mention zero pain.
SN isn't a prescription. You can buy it online.
As far as the prescription meds go, some people are able to get them, some aren't.
I'd reach out around here for suggestions on how to get ahold of them.
Definitely read Stans post on SN as well as the failure/success post someone replied to you somewhere above this post. It definitely helps.
I think this link should work for the PPeH.
Please read around the site about some info in there, though. Some things have changed.
I wonder if anyone has tried using acid resistant (enteric) capsules with SN. Those could in theory prevent most of the nausea if they pass to the bowel before melting.
I've never heard of those. :)
I'll have to look them up. Thank you!
 
Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
Thank you! Is the 2022 august available on this site yet? From reading about SN in the link you provided it seems to be relatively peaceful
I'm not sure about August. Sorry.
I had to just go around and click on everything to find this.

Do you have the search feature yet?
If so, it's awesome. You'll probably find most of the answers you're searching for through there.

I'm still fairly new and I don't want to give you bad information. I have to constantly search, sometimes for quite awhile, to find an answer to some of the simplest things.

It's not a bad thing, there's just so much information that it can be difficult nailing down the exact answer you're looking for.
 
Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
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I honestly think there's a point to SN if you live in USA, Canada, or another other country that has easy access to guns.

I don't want a violent method and I don't want gun grabbers to indirectly use my misfortune to further their own agenda (they include suicide in gun violence statistics.) It's also out of spite too because a violent method may be more rewarding to the people wanting me gone and out of the way.
 
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Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
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I was thinking a syringe like this
Yeah that might work. Every time I do a shot I always taste the alcohol either ways. or maybe a straw straight to the back of your mouth and down your throat?
 
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nohopeleft77

Member
Dec 8, 2022
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I live in the U.S. so I've seen SN more available but reading so many horror stories of people's failed SN attempts is risky. Just a little background, I'm a pretty small female, I have a very strong gag reflex, I even vomit while brushing my teeth. I've vomited before from 8-9 shots of alcohol. I have benzos but the other medications as we all know need a prescription. I also have a heart condition and fear of the pain from tachycardia. I essentially want a peaceful painless method but am a little desperate. It's most likely that I will vomit. One thing I do not understand is with this method won't you suffocate and struggle to gasp for air with hypercapnia kicking in?
The new PPH recommends large doses of benzos. That'll knock you out so that you don't feel much. Supposedly makes it like N suicide. You're so lucky you have benzos. I so wish I had them but I'm finding they're nearly impossible to get a prescription for here in the US.
 
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Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
826
The new PPH recommends large doses of benzos. That'll knock you out so that you don't feel much. Supposedly makes it like N suicide. You're so lucky you have benzos. I so wish I had them but I'm finding they're nearly impossible to get a prescription for here in the US.
You can go to a mental health prescriber, even online telehealth and say that you have panic attacks. I genuinely suffer from extreme chronic anxiety and they help alot.
 
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nohopeleft77

Member
Dec 8, 2022
16
You can go to a mental health prescriber, even online telehealth and say that you have panic attacks. I genuinely suffer from extreme chronic anxiety and they help alot.
Telehealth don't give controlled substances and mental health providers are very reluctant to prescribe them.
 
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Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
826
Telehealth don't give controlled substances and mental health providers are very reluctant to prescribe them.
Some telehealth platforms specifically for psychiatry give controlled substances, when finding a company make sure they do and make sure your prescriber does as well. Currently I am on a telehealth one and they do controlled substances
 
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nohopeleft77

Member
Dec 8, 2022
16
Some telehealth platforms specifically for psychiatry give controlled substances, when finding a company make sure they do and make sure your prescriber does as well. Currently I am on a telehealth one and they do controlled substances
Not true. At least in the US
 

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