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catecraft1

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Mar 15, 2023
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I have these people that I was very close with, unfortunately they played me for a fool and betrayed me, I'm currently in a precarious position with all those around me and I want to know, should I CTB or get reveng?
 
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clavicals

clavicals

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Jun 4, 2023
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honestly fuck those people.
people who gang up on others like that aren't worth your life. they weak ass baby food.
go find better, friend. they living rent free in your head and it time to evict them
 
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happyhippo69

happyhippo69

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May 11, 2023
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Honestly, revenge doesn't sound so bad of you don't have anything else going
 
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EmmaD

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Apr 11, 2023
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I have these people that I was very close with, unfortunately they played me for a fool and betrayed me, I'm currently in a precarious position with all those around me and I want to know, should I CTB or get reveng?
Whether you ctb or not, get revenge first. Karma doesn't exist, you need to create it yourself.
 
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BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
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That's a question you need to ask yourself. No one here can make that choice for you, however I would very much urge you to not CTB impulsively. CTB'ing should be a thought out process, not a spontaneous decision.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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Live or die, do it without their influence. Anyone who plays you should not be in your thoughts again.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's up to you of course, I don't really think the point of this site is to expect other people to tell you what to do, it's a personal decision but if the revenge involves anything illegal then I would see that as not being the best idea as it could just lead to negative consequences and make existing much worse.
 
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CrappyMJ

CrappyMJ

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Apr 2, 2019
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If you CTB now they would win. Don't give them that satisfaction. I also don't encourage you to out for revenge. It won't turn out well trust me
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
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I have thought about this too but I realised today that I shouldn't waste my energy on that instead of my ctb plan as that will prolong my ctb date. I just want to get out of this world ASAP as I want to escape this hell….. My main plan is just to get my CTB ready in a few days and leave this this hellhole …

However, having said OP you should make that decision for yourself and do what's best for you. All the best OP.
 
MusicGuy

MusicGuy

We're just another statistic
May 28, 2023
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Up to you really. But if you want my advice, if it involves anything illegal, shouldn't do it, that could lead to negative consequences, and even you not being able to CTB properly (with your current chosen method)
 
phantomisgone

phantomisgone

Saving my world first before theirs.
Oct 17, 2022
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If you have nothing to lose, go all out and CTB at the end.
 
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brokeandbroken

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Apr 18, 2023
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I have these people that I was very close with, unfortunately they played me for a fool and betrayed me, I'm currently in a precarious position with all those around me and I want to know, should I CTB or get reveng?
This is the question that has been on my mind for a long time they aren't mutually exclusive either. Not only did I get robbed of everything including my future by some criminals in lab coats while in medical school but society didn't give a shit. Not one shit. Society is fine with me being homeless/broke whatever for the rest of my life. I want revenge, I want revenge so fucking bad not even on the university anymore but society. I literally fantasize about it. For me being homeless/broke = dead and society is cool with me being there. My life could be effectively saved for 3,000 USD and no one cares to. Also admittedly my empathy is fading very little is left. I'm terrified of what a terrible monster I will be if I stay alive. So yeah I understand revenge.

That said I also understand CTB. For me it's obvious I will have to choose one as I don't want to be alive like this and no one will help me get out. I'm effectively in quicksand. If I try harder I will drown, doing nothing keeps me alive until I starve or become disease riddled, and society be there to come to my rescue.
 
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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
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I mean it's up to you. Personally I have some people I want to incriminate/guilt with my CTB and note. But that might give them the self importance they seek idk
 

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