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KrezeG
Electric Chairs
- Feb 14, 2023
- 3
Let me give you back story
I'm 18 now and I have a really shit life, it's not as bad as others but it's pretty unfortunate and my luck is horrible.
My family is poor and can't afford anything really, my mom abuses me and as a result I've been bounced around my family a bunch of times and now back with mom. She still treats me like shit and seems to not like me.
When I was 8 I went to a mental hospital. This was the first time I saw my dad. He's never been in my life.
When I was 12 I went to a mental hospital again for screaming and yelling.
A week later I was put back in after I got out because it seemed like my parents wanted to get rid of me.
When I was 13 my grandma was abusing me and I kicked her and they put me in juvy for one month. No visits, phone calls from anyone.
After I got out I was put in a mental hospital again.
And again.
I turned 14 and moved to away to live with my grandpa in another state. I was beinf bullied at school and I threatened to shoot up the school bc I was so done.
I was arrested again and was in for 6 months.
When I turned 17 I moved back to my mom. And she was worse than before and I ran away, for 4 months to live with my girlfriend. It was nice a peaceful and I wanted my life to get back on track.
While I was gone the day I left my mom called the police and told them I hit her which I didn't and had my little brother lie to them so a warrant was put out for me and now fast forward again. I come back home because my gf parents had enough.
After I'm back which is recently I went back to school and I was immediately picked up and locked up only this time with a felony.
I got out and now I'm on a ankle monitor and I finally started to get my life on track.
The moment I got to school I was pulled out of class and they said they are sending me to a alternate school and I'm 18 I threaten to leave and they said that I can't by law because I'll be at the alternate school.
Now we are here my mom is still shitting I can go any where till feb 27 is when this monitor comes off.
My girlfriend cares for me deeply and when I was at her house I was attempting to take pills as a last resort but she walked in on me. The fear in her eyes I will never get out of my head.
If you were in my situation would you ctb?
I can't get jobs or start a good life not to mention my school life sucks because I've moved so much I'm still considered a freshman even tho I should be a senior.
Would you ctb in my situation. And if so what you say to your girlfriend or mom
I'm 18 now and I have a really shit life, it's not as bad as others but it's pretty unfortunate and my luck is horrible.
My family is poor and can't afford anything really, my mom abuses me and as a result I've been bounced around my family a bunch of times and now back with mom. She still treats me like shit and seems to not like me.
When I was 8 I went to a mental hospital. This was the first time I saw my dad. He's never been in my life.
When I was 12 I went to a mental hospital again for screaming and yelling.
A week later I was put back in after I got out because it seemed like my parents wanted to get rid of me.
When I was 13 my grandma was abusing me and I kicked her and they put me in juvy for one month. No visits, phone calls from anyone.
After I got out I was put in a mental hospital again.
And again.
I turned 14 and moved to away to live with my grandpa in another state. I was beinf bullied at school and I threatened to shoot up the school bc I was so done.
I was arrested again and was in for 6 months.
When I turned 17 I moved back to my mom. And she was worse than before and I ran away, for 4 months to live with my girlfriend. It was nice a peaceful and I wanted my life to get back on track.
While I was gone the day I left my mom called the police and told them I hit her which I didn't and had my little brother lie to them so a warrant was put out for me and now fast forward again. I come back home because my gf parents had enough.
After I'm back which is recently I went back to school and I was immediately picked up and locked up only this time with a felony.
I got out and now I'm on a ankle monitor and I finally started to get my life on track.
The moment I got to school I was pulled out of class and they said they are sending me to a alternate school and I'm 18 I threaten to leave and they said that I can't by law because I'll be at the alternate school.
Now we are here my mom is still shitting I can go any where till feb 27 is when this monitor comes off.
My girlfriend cares for me deeply and when I was at her house I was attempting to take pills as a last resort but she walked in on me. The fear in her eyes I will never get out of my head.
If you were in my situation would you ctb?
I can't get jobs or start a good life not to mention my school life sucks because I've moved so much I'm still considered a freshman even tho I should be a senior.
Would you ctb in my situation. And if so what you say to your girlfriend or mom