GenesAndEnvironment
Autistic loser
- Jan 26, 2021
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No energy, very depressed (severe physical symptoms, which is rare for me) led me to tell my parents that I want to die (for the tenth time, lmfao).
"But nothing happened." - Mom.
Yes, nothing happened. I didn't graduate from college, I didn't experience love, I didn't become self-reliant, I didn't grow, I didn't make money, I didn't have fun experiences, I didn't make friends, I didn't fucking live. Nothing happened.
Wow, this was cringy. I don't have the energy to not post it now that I've re-written this in several ways. The first was an entire diary including exactly what little I had to eat, so I spared you that, at least. Fuck my entire life, I'm getting close to doing it.
"But nothing happened." - Mom.
Yes, nothing happened. I didn't graduate from college, I didn't experience love, I didn't become self-reliant, I didn't grow, I didn't make money, I didn't have fun experiences, I didn't make friends, I didn't fucking live. Nothing happened.
Wow, this was cringy. I don't have the energy to not post it now that I've re-written this in several ways. The first was an entire diary including exactly what little I had to eat, so I spared you that, at least. Fuck my entire life, I'm getting close to doing it.