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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
577
Mine would be sushi, roast beef, medium rare sirloins, cheeseburger, cheese pizzas, taco bell, cherry coke and mango monster energy.

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Mirelight

Mirelight

Just going through life's motions
May 21, 2024
274
A big bag of barbecue flavored lays with 2 cans of monster, one black one purple.
 
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LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
693
Bunch of Melatonin gummies 2 hours before my attempt. I'm scared eating something might affect how fast I die. The plan is to combine a couple grams of S ketamine and 100mgs of Fentanyl. Haven't gotten to it yet.
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
204
all the delicious carb-heavy foods (pizza, pasta, garlic bread, etc.), and then afterwards, i shall FUCK UP some cheesecake. :D
 
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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
577
A big bag of barbecue flavored lays with 2 cans of monster, one black one purple.
Love barbecue chips!
Bunch of Melatonin gummies 2 hours before my attempt. I'm scared eating something might affect how fast I die. The plan is to combine a couple grams of S ketamine and 100mgs of Fentanyl. Haven't gotten to it yet.
One hell of a death cocktail, I hope everything goes as peacefully as planned
all the delicious carb-heavy foods (pizza, pasta, garlic bread, etc.), and then afterwards, i shall FUCK UP some cheesecake. :D
Haha yeah, no holding back now
 
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Ferreter

Ferreter

Member
Apr 5, 2025
62
Hm, I think maybe Persian food with family, but that would be too painful, idk maybe actually sushi and soulfood, I've never tried Soulfood before but I've always wanted to try it.
 
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Thekla

Thekla

The Lord will take me home.
May 29, 2024
54
Two baconators, a large fry, 20 chicken nuggets, and a large Dr Pepper from Wendy's.

I swear I'm not fat... lmao
 
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belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

YonKaGor Enjoyer
Jan 10, 2025
42
Oh boy, as a food addict, this would be a huge feast.

Egg rolls and chicken wings, large pizza (xtra cheese and pepperoni), like 3 bags of chips, 3-4 bottles of mountain dew (either code red or Baja blast), and an ice cream cake for dessert (for the nostalgia). End the night with some melatonin gummies, and a bottle of Eldorado Spiced Rum (been wanting to try that for years).
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,936
Id feast for like a week or smthin so: Steak bc I've always wanted to eat some ridiculously priced but good steak, pizza of different type of quality ranging from medium to high quality, bubble teas, Jamaican food: all the different soups and such that are a comfort food for me, maybe some cuisines dishes from other cultures I haven't tried yet like Phillipino foods and the ones I have like chinese food, Indian food, Japanese. A few as examples. There's def more I could list but shall stop there

Honestly if it wasn't obvious I'm a complete foodie lol šŸ˜‹
 
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PinkgrassBuffer

PinkgrassBuffer

Member
Apr 16, 2025
17
Assuming I'd have to fast for a few hours before dying, I'd probably eat some mac and cheese or tagliatelle and nachos for dinner the previous day. Probably just a coffee and a croissant for breakfast on the day, then fast. I love croissants so fucking much lmao
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
Grilled lobster all the way
 
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StrugglingSienna

StrugglingSienna

Suicidal Trans Girl
Mar 16, 2025
181
All I really want in life these days are a couple spicy deluxes from Chik-Fil-A, smothered in Chik-Fil-A sauce. Kind of ironic, considering my motivation for suicide.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
All I really want in life these days are a couple spicy deluxes from Chik-Fil-A, smothered in Chik-Fil-A sauce. Kind of ironic, considering my motivation for suicide.
You might turn chicken and back out though 🤣
 
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nooseknot

nooseknot

Member
Apr 16, 2025
45
my take on this is a bit different from what I've mostly read here-the day I hang myself (full suspension) I will definitely be fasting,prepare my setup and go on a nice shrooms trip
 
musingsofaghost

musingsofaghost

i think, therefore i am
Apr 3, 2025
38
I'll pretend I'm a millionaire for a day and splurge on some Beluga Caviar and water crackers. Have I ever had it before? Hell no. But I'd sure like to try it before I go. šŸ™ˆ
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
724
A good carvery with lots of yorkshire puddings and apple crumble.
 
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RoseGirl

RoseGirl

痛い痛い痛い
May 8, 2025
233
Gotta be a few shots of vodka and maybe some black coffee.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,822
Today I'm thinking a fresh fruit banquet, plenty mango, durian & ice cream, coconut slices & water, strawberries, oranges, nectarines, guavas, kiwis ... and a peanut butter sandwich.
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
460
I think my last meal will simply be a good salad
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
Butter chicken, Palak Lamb, with Biryani, Naan, and a Mango Milkshake
 
darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,525
because I wish to ctb with my soulmate our last meal should be a kind of big buffet with a lot of variety of different foods
but only unhealthy food
because I always forbid myself to eat it
because I am afraid of getting fat
because I eat everything I am not fixed on what exactly it should be
my soulmate can decide
 
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sevennn

sevennn

Warlock
Sep 11, 2024
702
hm i might fast b4 i die but if we are talking about the last meal in general then idk. i feel like id be too anxious and impatient to die to be thinking about food. and it would make me so sad to eat something good and know i wont ever eat it again. maybe some warm calming tea and something sweet like a bunch of candy
 
Bad Karma

Bad Karma

Marika the Eternal
May 13, 2025
131
ideally a grimace shake and nuggies with nether sauce
 
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Ariel1

Student
May 15, 2025
100
Because I'm gluten free, my last meal would be all the gouten foods I miss: grilled cheese, draft beer, McDonalds french fries and a chocolate chip cookie for dessert. I have to fast before, but will probably have a piece of toast or Ritz crackers to help it go down. All the stuff I love but have had to avoid.
 
Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
309
I would want something that I dont have to make that way theres no left overs or dishes. Maybe go to the bakery have some borscht soup then some crepes with some fruit and for dessert a DQ blizzard. I would hope to have my last meal 24 hours before I actually do anything though.
 
SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Broken Artist Ā« ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ Ā»
Nov 13, 2023
585
I ain't gon lie, costly sushi is prob my go to as well, then any other of my favourite foods such as lasagnas, dunno. If I didn't have limits I'd eat as much as I possibly could.
 
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