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Enlightened
- Jun 4, 2020
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Every morning. It's terror isn't it?That's all.
There isn't a bigger disappointmentEvery morning. It's terror isn't it?
Or rather, consciousness itself doesn't exist and is made up on the fly by our brain programs.None of this is real anyway. Our brains are rendering "reality" on the fly and nothing exists outside of consciousness.
I've always hated my brain for betraying me...Or rather, consciousness itself doesn't exist and is made up on the fly by our brain programs.
I slept 3 hours today. Typical.
I recite this sometimes to console myself, and it's absolutely true (as far as we can so far tell). Sadly it only offers so much comfort against the trauma of life.None of this is real anyway. Our brains are rendering "reality" on the fly and nothing exists outside of consciousness.
Recently read a book on consciousness. The takeaway: there's no such 'thing', but is a kind of compartmentalized, parallel-processing machine giving the impression of cohesion; I guess "I" goes out to the trashbin along with free will!I've always hated my brain for betraying me...
As someone with DID, that's just perfect! LOLRecently read a book on consciousness. The takeaway: there's no such 'thing', but is a kind of compartmentalized, parallel-processing machine giving the impression of cohesion; I guess "I" goes out to the trashbin along with free will!