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Is it making me even more miserable? Probably. You take what you can get where you can get it, I guess. At least I'm not in a fucked-up long-term relationship.
Does anyone else have this problem?
 
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Sex is a lie made up by the lizardian to harvest blood semen from people in the hopes to replace the fairly hard to get (away with) adrenochrome they usually harvest from children so they can make the ubermensh of lizardian X human chimeric creation and rule the earth.
 
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BlankUser

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Are you saying that long term relationships are fucked up
 
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Are you saying that long term relationships are fucked up
No... I'm just saying that if I were in one it would definitely get fucked-up
 
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Beachedwhale

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I wasn't aware that 'damaged' was a stat on Grindr profiles
 
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hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
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That was my coping mechanism a few years ago. I got out of my first serious long-term relationship and this worked as a distraction. But also made me miserable at the same time.

One thing that made me feel better was that most of them were as damaged as me. Which helped me feel less lonely, and, in the more manic moments, like I am better than them. Not proud of the fact that this was what made me feel better about myself.
 
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BlankUser

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No... I'm just saying that if I were in one it would definitely get fucked-up
Why? Do you feel you're not suitable for them? Are you afraid of the attachment and commitment? I really like your comments, I would like to hear more about you.
 
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Lolkillme

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Apr 10, 2021
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This made my shit so much worse. I was in a relationship with someone who had more mental health issues than I even have, and it made mine worse than they've ever been. I really cared about her, really loved her, but the abuse was astounding. So many different types of abuse too. I wish I could just forget. But I'll never be able to
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
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Is it making me even more miserable? Probably. You take what you can get where you can get it, I guess. At least I'm not in a fucked-up long-term relationship.
Does anyone else have this problem?
I'm straight, but I'd fuck you x.
 
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I wasn't aware that 'damaged' was a stat on Grindr profiles
I don't use Grindr, this is how I pick up guys :sunglasses:

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xkonstantinexx

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Jun 11, 2021
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This made my shit so much worse. I was in a relationship with someone who had more mental health issues than I even have, and it made mine worse than they've ever been. I really cared about her, really loved her, but the abuse was astounding. So many different types of abuse too. I wish I could just forget. But I'll never be able to
I can somewhat relate.

I was once in a relationship with someone who had suicidal tendencies as well. Every time we argued, she would scratch her wrists and I would cut myself. The relationship itself was quite the rollercoaster - good times were euphoric and bad times were horrifying. I ended up prioritizing her mental wellbeing over mine. I too really cared for her and loved her. Still do, to be honest but I don't think what we had was healthy for each other.
 
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May 14, 2018
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Is it making me even more miserable? Probably. You take what you can get where you can get it, I guess. At least I'm not in a fucked-up long-term relationship.
Does anyone else have this problem?
I am so sorry you're feeling that way. I find causal sex unfulfilling because the other person doesn't value you as a person/friend and it's unfulfilling because of this. This is just my perspective idk others opinions and experiences.

And as you may know already from my previous post casual sex is just not for me. I tried it this once and I was devastated. So yes it makes me more miserable and it isn't fulfilling. Makes me feel even more empty and isolated and unloved and traumatized, however I'll probably still do it to feel some void of loneliness and social rejection to keep myself here as I was VERY tempted to go out today.

again I'm sorry you're feeling that way
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
I don't have sex anymore. Problem solved
 
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One thing that made me feel better was that most of them were as damaged as me. Which helped me feel less lonely, and, in the more manic moments, like I am better than them. Not proud of the fact that this was what made me feel better about myself.
I've hooked up with guys who were not "in my league" to make myself feel better. Not proud of it. The sex was actually pretty good. Never underestimate anyone
 
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Why? Do you feel you're not suitable for them? Are you afraid of the attachment and commitment?
Yeah, I'm afraid of getting too attached to people. The only guy I loved CaughtTB. I have trust issues. I'm a control freak & I always have to be dominant in the bedroom, but I don't like it when guys are completely submissive & too sensitive. My moods are unpredictable. I'm severely depressed, I have complex PTSD & chronic pain syndrome...
 
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BlankUser

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Apr 24, 2021
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Yeah, I'm afraid of getting too attached to people. The only guy I loved CaughtTB. I have trust issues. I'm a control freak & I always have to be dominant in the bedroom, but I don't like it when guys are completely submissive & too sensitive. My moods are unpredictable. I'm severely depressed, I have complex PTSD & chronic pain syndrome...
Damn... I'm so sorry. I wish I could give you a hug. You don't deserve all that pain. I wish there was something that could help you. It makes me so angry how your life was ruined by the people who were meant to protect you. No wonder you have trust issues and want to control the situation.
You're right about not wanting to attach to someone. I'm very attached to my partner, almost to unhealthy levels and it's not good for both of us. But I think it's because I was neglected by my parents, so I need someone in my life so bad.
 
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diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
Sex is a lie made up by the lizardian to harvest blood semen from people in the hopes to replace the fairly hard to get (away with) adrenochrome they usually harvest from children so they can make the ubermensh of lizardian X human chimeric creation and rule the earth.
Wat meme lady
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
827
If you can't comprehend those simple facts, it probably means you've already been infected with the genetically altered viral infection xrt-35 that the lizardians poison our waters to kill people's ability to think and reason, which allows them to get away with that kind of bullshitery in plain sight without any repercussion. I'd recommend a daily dose of 420ml of at least 69% alcool to negate the effect of their poison, then you'll finally be able to reach the spectral plains necesserary to begin the understanding of their evil blood semen harvesting schemes.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
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If you can't comprehend those simple facts, it probably means you've already been infected with the genetically altered viral infection xrt-35 that the lizardians poison our waters to kill people's ability to think and reason, which allows them to get away with that kind of bullshitery in plain sight without any repercussion. I'd recommend a daily dose of 420ml of at least 69% alcool to negate the effect of their poison, then you'll finally be able to reach the spectral plains necesserary to begin the understanding of their evil blood semen harvesting schemes.

Sloth Tell GIF
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
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You can find out more by following the teachings of our glorious leader Commentiquette AKA Big Money Salvia, the man chosen by the gods of Slarknakish to fight the lizardians and arthropodians off our planet and who will eventually lead us in our glorious space conquest of the entire universe.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Everyone in the world whether they know it or not are damaged in some way. Tainted by life, to die with regrets and an embroiled mind. This is why old people in retirement villages fuck like rabbits in an attempt to wash away their life of regrets.
 
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diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
@Symbiote Doing that will likely to breed dysfunctional children and poverty. You are talking about uneducated instinct-driven people from 3rd world countries or egoistic assholes in civilized world?
 
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