Method Seven days left!

[howard]

Hi all. My time is running out. I've calculated I have until 28th dec to exist. Very weird feeling. I am quite calm now about my decision as there is no other option left. I wish I had a bucket list but I'm just not interested in anything at all anymore. I'm finding everyday pleasantries with people tiring and my physical state deteriorating daily. At times I really feel a natural death might beat me to it. I plan SN. Have stuff ready. The only big concern is of the effect on housekeeping staff who will find me. I'm in a hotel and i know they have protocols etc but it still saddens me. The staff have been really good to me and to end my stay with a hazmat situation etc..is not good. I cant move anywhere else tho. Will leave a good note and hope they understand somehow. For SN planners I plan to post any feelings etc I have.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

You are so kind to think about the staff and care enough to want to write a good note. I wish for you peace in whatever decision you make.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I wish you peace. May I ask you how old you are?

 

[howard]

I wish you peace. May I ask you how old you are?

I'm 52, feeling much older.

 

[Hunter100]

I'm 52, feeling much older.

If you don't mind me asking, what is going on with you health wise to make you feel you're up against the clock?

 

[Wiltshire]

I'm so sorry for your situation. I have been avidly looking at people's near death experiences on you tube. Some incredible tales of feeling such love and forgiveness. I hope that peace be with you always and your soul finds its wings. Which country are you in.
Oh I see you are in the U.K. like me.

 

[howard]

If you don't mind me asking, what is going on with you health wise to make you feel you're up against the clock?

A spinal problem and cardiomyopathy. I can hardly stand most of time and am breathless all the time. I gave up taking meds a while ago to bring on a heart failure, but that may take a long time!

 

[Wiltshire]

Where did you get your SN from if you don't mind me asking. I am in U.K. and ordered some from ebay (Poland) but it never came. I have been wondering what to do.

 

[edward77]

A spinal problem and cardiomyopathy. I can hardly stand most of time and am breathless all the time. I gave up taking meds a while ago to bring on a heart failure, but that may take a long time!

sad to hear that hoping u will find peace soon

 

[howard]

Where did you get your SN from if you don't mind me asking. I am in U.K. and ordered some from ebay (Poland) but it never came. I have been wondering what to do.

I've learnt not to answer such questions on open forum. PM?