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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
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even if this might not kill me or do much, here's what im planning to do. I already take SSRIS about 175 mg if I remember correctly. Currently im not taking them and experiencing withdrawal symptoms, but I plan to buy "road trip mushroom gummies" and once I get those, I'll take a bunch of my SSRIS (2 or 3 times my regular dose) and take those with the gummies. Thoughts?
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
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because you're not going to do anything but give yourself serotonin syndrome.
 
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LastPenance

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even if this might not kill me or do much, here's what im planning to do. I already take SSRIS about 175 mg if I remember correctly. Currently im not taking them and experiencing withdrawal symptoms, but I plan to buy "road trip mushroom gummies" and once I get those, I'll take a bunch of my SSRIS (2 or 3 times my regular dose) and take those with the gummies. Thoughts?
Im pretty sure ssri od is in the methods to not attempt megathread, if you want to go look there. It's also likely to fail and just give you brain damage
 
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Mar 28, 2026
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super unlikely to die, super likely to get brain damage. trust-- ive had SS many times from attempts 😆
 
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whats it feel like?
first time - i was hospitalized pretty soon after OD, i took wellbutrin and buspirone and kept in ICU for a few days, since i had medical assistance it wasn't to the full affect. but i hallucinated my surroundings, i couldnt walk properly and needed assistance, i had trouble with motor function and speech for couple days. oh and some nausea the first night.

second time - i tolerated this OD of seroquel cymbalta and other leftover psych meds by myself. in and out of consciousness, locked jaw, dilated eyes, couldnt articulate words, couldnt walk proper for a few days, convulsions/seizures, randomly going in and out of consciousness, sweating, fast heart beat. thats all i can note for now from memory.this all lasted for around 2 days, but dilated eyes and some motor function was weird for a week ish after

but ever since those attempts i struggle with slurring my words, random face twitching, and just being generally less smart. i believe my iq itself was lowered.
 
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lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
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first time - i was hospitalized pretty soon after OD, i took wellbutrin and buspirone and kept in ICU for a few days, since i had medical assistance it wasn't to the full affect. but i hallucinated my surroundings, i couldnt walk properly and needed assistance, i had trouble with motor function and speech for couple days. oh and some nausea the first night.

second time - i tolerated this OD of seroquel cymbalta and other leftover psych meds by myself. in and out of consciousness, locked jaw, dilated eyes, couldnt articulate words, couldnt walk proper for a few days, convulsions/seizures, randomly going in and out of consciousness, sweating, fast heart beat. thats all i can note for now from memory.this all lasted for around 2 days, but dilated eyes and some motor function was weird for a week ish after

but ever since those attempts i struggle with slurring my words, random face twitching, and just being generally less smart. i believe my iq itself was lowered.
I see. So even a pretty high dose combined with some mushroom gummies won't kill me?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Heeeeeeeell no. You could not pay me to try this. Horrible, horrible neurological effects before tiu die and if you live, a chance you permanently cooked tour brain.

Also, I frequently say with antidepressants, they would not give bottles full of them to depressed people if you could easily kill yourself with them.
 
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