Venting September 1st

[Nephis]

I believe that is the day I will part from this world, It's a very strange feeling as everything feels different, the colors seem more vivid, the sounds of the world a lot more obvious, It's like my body is drunk on life, and wishes to continue to do so before it's end. And I cannot blame it after all, I myself love life, everything is so beautiful when I take the time to take it all in for myself.

My death will in my eyes, not be an "end" to something, instead I believe it will be a new beginning, that I believe is something wonderful and something that makes myself happy, some in my life may consider me crazy, but I don't mind, I do this not for a hatred for life, but because of my love for those around me, to give them a better future, for another day in this world that can be so harsh. I believe wherever my new life will take me from here after death will be something of a new adventure, a new frontier to explore, a new place to make friends, family, and lovers.

I will live again, as I have lived now...with a kindness that I can share with all.

~I hope then, I can be selfish one last time, please remember me who has tried so hard to be forgotten

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find what you search for, best wishes.

 

[Ferret77]

I hope you will have a peaceful journey and I wish you all the best~

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you a peaceful and pleasant journey! I hope you can find peace!

 

[alonely]

I wish you find your peace. You write beautifully, and thank you for your kindness and comfort in this life.

 

[!MIA!]

I hope you find the peace you deserve. Wishing you the best of luck.

 

[Nephis]

My friends, the fact alone I managed to make you "hope" for me means a lot to me, It means I was able to give you all something to hope for, It means that perhaps yet I was able to give apart of myself to all of you. And in that, I believe that in that I have accomplished something that will bring me peace, thank you for hoping for me. Please continue hoping, not just for me but for all those who suffer, for all the friends we have here alongside all of us.

 

[Amnesiaisalloverme]

I feel the same. Death can give me all what life cannot. I will be able to do all those relationships and do stuff which i cudnt do bcz of my disablities. I wish a peace death upon myself and anyone who wants it

 

[Elliana Berriana]

I hope you will get what you wish for, and find peace. I wish you the best.

 

[geogaddi_676]

All the best, you deserve peace and an end to the sufferings of life. I hope to join you one day. hugs

 

[TheDyingSolarSystem]

I hope you have a tranquil parting and a peaceful time in the afterlife.

 

[Next]

I wish you all the best on your trip

 

[love_peep]

wish you goodluck guy and i hope that you find that place which you search