justagirl1001
New Member
- Nov 3, 2023
- 3
is it better just to ctb than continue to have false hope and ruin it for myself and hurt people.
if i cant stop lying and cheating and hurting people why dont i just die.
is it worth it for people to miss me a little bit but i do less harm.
im so tired of myself making excuses for my bad behaviour. i cant even starve myself because im so fucking useless. im a burden to everyone around me. no matter what i will always end up alone. but does that mean life is my punishment ?? is life a worse punishment than death
if i cant stop lying and cheating and hurting people why dont i just die.
is it worth it for people to miss me a little bit but i do less harm.
im so tired of myself making excuses for my bad behaviour. i cant even starve myself because im so fucking useless. im a burden to everyone around me. no matter what i will always end up alone. but does that mean life is my punishment ?? is life a worse punishment than death