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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
Do any of you hate yourselves? If so, why?
I hate myself because I'm ugly, a bit dumb and because of some horrible shit I did
 
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AltFoxx

AltFoxx

Member
Nov 27, 2020
42
I hate myself mainly because I feel dumb and just incapable of the most basic crap any other human can do with ease. And I definitely hate myself for being depressed in the first place, such a viscous cycle
 
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Deleted member 23774

Member
Nov 14, 2020
78
I totally hate myself, I've made a lot of mistakes with people and I can't let go of the past or forgive myself for it. I'm very ugly and after I mostly starved myself for almost a year my brain doesn't work as well as it used to. I also hate myself because I don't have good social skills so I don't make or keep friends that well. I have trouble fitting in and I feel like I'm an outcast and a reject.
 
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these_days9

these_days9

Specialist
Dec 25, 2019
344
I hate myself because I'm ungrateful for everything I have. I hate how I look, how I think, what I say, how I dress, how I treat people. I've gotten pretty good at hating myself, I'll give myself some credit there.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
Even though everyone says I'm pretty I can't stand looking at the mirror, I guess that is hating myself I guess. And unfortunately due to my job I have to look in a mirror cause I always have to be perfectly groomed and make up. Yuk
 
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All washed up

All washed up

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
232
Yes for leaving my job last year and failing to get another one
 
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