Self-banning (thank you all)

[NodusTollens]

Safe travels.

 

[ecmnesia]

I couldn't agree more. I adore you. I've always called you "Nesia" in my head. There is a grace about you, as well as a no-bullshit attitude. You are absolutely someone I've carried in my heart & I appreciate you so much as a person. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

you are trying to make me tear up even more, aren't you?

fuck that's hard....

i hope i can find you soon on the otherside. and give you a big giant bear hug.

sending you so many hugs and so much love.

 

[Gnip]

If my consciousness is to continue & I have choice in what happens, I'm going to fly through the cosmos for eternity, exploring. Look to the sky & I might just send you a sign, Gnip.

Your cheerful spirit saturates us already.

 

[dropdeadfred]

Is dropdeadfred a reference to a film?

Sure is! A childhood favorite of mine.
Someone actually painted this. Impressive!

 

[botanormal]

Have safe travels! I've always enjoyed reading your posts, you've been an absolute blessing to this community, and I really appreciate the time you were able to spend here. I wish you the best of luck in whatever you decide to do, and I hope you get the peace you deserve. Sending big hugs!

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[Silver]

Drop Dead Fred was my cousin's favourite film at one point. I watched it on a couple of occasions with her!

I'm going to miss your posts around here. I hope you find your peace.

 

[Cakes]

Sure is! A childhood favorite of mine.
Someone actually painted this. Impressive!
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AH! Rik Mayall?!

 

[justsad&done]

Today feels kind of surreal. I'm sad to leave here. This is the only place outside of my house that feels like home, in just a month's time.
I cannot even explain the gratitude to those of you who have taken time out of your day to be there for me. Those of you who did knew just what to say. Your support also helped me walk out of a likely impulsive attempt by simply just lending me a shoulder while in confusion & deep grief.
I already made a Goodbye thread before my last attempt. I still carry all of that love/support with me.
I'll probably ingest SN (Stat reg) around midnight. I don't expect to live through such a toxic substance, but if for some reason I do- I probably won't return to SS.
& Of course it's always okay to back out if I'm not ready. I don't expect that will happen though. If it doesn't end up being tonight, it will be soon.

I'm going to hang out here until the time comes. You are my favorite people on this planet.

May you find peace and eternal comfort.

 

[greebo6]

I really hope you find the peace you seek. Safe journey.
I'm glad I got to share a few posts with you.

 

[Weary Soul]

You have such a beautiful soul DDF, your light shines so very brightly.

I am so honored to have known you for the short time you have been here, and so very, selfishly sad to see you go.

Much peace and love to you wherever your journey takes you.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Godspeed brother/sister.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Take care, my friend. I hope you find peace.

 

[goodbyebunny]

Sad to see you go. Sorry things had to end up this way, but happy that you have finally felt the love and support that you deserve, in the short time you've been here. All the best wishes for you.

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome

 

[degeneratewaste]

fuck I'm sad I didn't see this earlier. good luck to you @dropdeadfred with whatever you do (if you're still around to see this, probably not). always enjoyed your posts, we seemed to relate a lot. <3

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

How are you dong, @dropdeadfred? I notice you've been online here. I don't know what time zone you're in and whether it's close to midnight, whether you've changed your mind, etc.

 

[less than]

I am always sad when members of this community decide to leave, but in your case it hit me more than usual. However, whatever you choose to do, I accept your choice. I hope you will find peace.
Sending love and hugs.

 

[Ghost2211]

It was a pleasure to know you. Thank you for the kind words you've given and the time you've spent with us. You will be missed. If you ever do decide to return you have a home here. Safe travels, and I hope you find peace.

 

[dropdeadfred]

How are you dong, @dropdeadfred? I notice you've been online here. I don't know what time zone you're in and whether it's close to midnight, whether you've changed your mind, etc.

In & out of feeling chill & nervous. About one hour to go. Thanks for checking in.

You all are the best. Your love is unmatchable.

 

[Broken Chimera]

Safe travels. I'm gonna miss reading your posts. Even if you change your mind we'll be here.

 

[dropdeadfred]

I am sleepy even before my sedative. Things are going as planned.
I've got everything ready. It's going to take a few conversations between me & the glass, though I have no doubt that I'm going to down it. My body is very sensitive, so I anticipate I will go out quickly.
Thank you, sincerely, to everyone who took the time to reach out here/to me today. I'm guessing some of you will have been sad to have missed this thread while I was still around- I see that happen sometimes. Rest assured: I was thinking about you too. Each of you has had a unique impact on me. I have much respect for the mods too (@Sanctioned Suicide).
Thanks for keeping this space alive & for doing what you can to make it as safe as possible.
I'm going to reset my phone now. Wishing you all nothing but love. Maybe I'll end up seeing you in the unknowable.

 

[muffin222]

I'm saddened to see you go; I've enjoyed reading your posts and hearing your insights. If you ultimately decide to take this route, then I wish you a peaceful transition to the other side

**just saw your latest post above. I am sad that it's come to this for you..but you seem at peace with your decision, so I wish you only the best during your passing. There's no shame in changing your mind, either. Best of luck to you

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Just saw this thread. I hope you've found peace.

 

[Lilacmoon]

oh, i almost missed this.
i'll miss you instead. take care.

 

[Despondent]

Safe travels and I hope that you're finally at peace

 

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle is lit just for you this night, I hope it's light will guide you to love and peace