Self-banning (thank you all)

[dropdeadfred]

Today feels kind of surreal. I'm sad to leave here. This is the only place outside of my house that feels like home, in just a month's time.
I cannot even explain the gratitude to those of you who have taken time out of your day to be there for me. Those of you who did knew just what to say. Your support also helped me walk out of a likely impulsive attempt by simply just lending me a shoulder while in confusion & deep grief.
I already made a Goodbye thread before my last attempt. I still carry all of that love/support with me.
I'll probably ingest SN (Stat reg) around midnight. I don't expect to live through such a toxic substance, but if for some reason I do- I probably won't return to SS.
& Of course it's always okay to back out if I'm not ready. I don't expect that will happen though. If it doesn't end up being tonight, it will be soon.

I'm going to hang out here until the time comes. You are my favorite people on this planet.

 

[sadworld]

Safe travels friend! Sad to see you go Best wishes

 

[yive]

good luck. my best wishes to you too.
see you on the other side soon

 

[Weary Soul]

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Well shit. I really enjoy your posts and our interactions, but I accept if you decide to live and not return. And of course I accept if you choose to die, but that's an infinitely bigger loss, no words for that. I'm so sorry you're at this point, and I wish I had the capability to fix everything for you, me and everyone else. I take comfort that you didn't end up making an attempt that could have harmed you, and that you got so much out of being here. Regardless of what you decide to do, I wish you the best possible outcomes. Sending much compassion and respect. Thank you for having had a positive impact on my life.

 

[Deleted member 23374]

Good journey.

 

[ecmnesia]

fuck. i'm gonna miss you. i must say i wasn't expecting that, for the little time we got to know each other, through threads and replies, because sadly we never talked, you grew so much on me (tbh I was asking myself where have you been today).


you are a kind, compassionate and friendly soul. i always loved your replies and felt cherished when you liked one of my posts or comments. I'll miss you, and for the time I'm still around I'll remember you dearly.

from the bottom of my heart, i wish you well. have a safe and calm depart. you deserve nothing but love and i hope you can find peace.

we will miss you, but we won't forget you

 

[darksideofthebright]

I wish you a smooth and peaceful journey. It's sad to see you go but you deserve nothing but the best for yourself.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Always enjoyed reading your posts. Bye anon

 

[BlackCatTalk]

I'm going to light a candle for you tonight, have a good trip and I wish you luck. Pls be aire that this is what you want

 

[orangecorsawus]

Good journey and may you find peace wherever you go

 

[Gnip]

Peace

 

[Peace_of_mind]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I hope all goes well, whatever your decision.

 

[Moon Flower]

Safe travels <3 You will be missed

 

[CoalmineCanary]

This gift you shared with me will never be forgotten. Thank you so much. I will always be grateful for this piece of magic.

 

[demuic]

I enjoyed your posts. I hope all goes right for you.

 

[Silvermorning]

See you in the next life sister. It was an honour you meet you.

If you change your mind, no shame too. We are here for you.

May you find warmer sands and softer winds in your jorney.
Love forever. The circle of life.

 

[dropdeadfred]

I take comfort that you didn't end up making an attempt that could have harmed you

It was you who helped me out of that super dark place that I was once in. I had already liked you before you ever spoke to me & when we conversed, it just solidified that you are exactly what your posts reflect. Such a beautiful heart & big brain full of so many ideas & thoughts; knowledge & wisdom. & You're funny as hell too. You are such a special person to me & so many others. For some reason, the world gifted you to us. I care so much for you, GPE. "Thank you" will never be enough.

Damn, who is cutting onions in here?!

fuck. i'm gonna miss you. i must say i wasn't expecting that, for the little time we got to know each other, through threads and replies, because sadly we never talked, you grew so much on me (tbh I was asking myself where have you been today).


you are a kind, compassionate and friendly soul. i always loved your replies and felt cherished when you liked one of my posts or comments. I'll miss you, and for the time I'm still around I'll remember you dearly.

from the bottom of my heart, i wish you well. have a safe and calm depart. you deserve nothing but love and i hope you can find peace.

we will miss you, but we won't forget you ❤

I couldn't agree more. I adore you. I've always called you "Nesia" in my head. There is a grace about you, as well as a no-bullshit attitude. You are absolutely someone I've carried in my heart & I appreciate you so much as a person. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

See you in the next life sister. It was an honour you meet you.

If you change your mind, no shame too. We are here for you.

May you find warmer sands and softer winds in your jorney.
Love forever. The circle of life.

You were quite the rare find. I have much been blessed by you & it is my wish that you are returned with blessings tenfold. You're so amazing, sis. See you there.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Well fuck me.

Like, who the heck just threw an onion at my chest and stopped my heart for a minute? Wasn't cutting them enough?!

 

[Spitfire]

 

[GoneGoneGone]

You were so kind and selfless with me tonight... And I had no idea. I wish you safe travels and the peace that you are longing for Thank you

 

[dropdeadfred]

You were so kind and selfless with me tonight... And I had no idea. I wish you safe travels and the peace that you are longing for Thank you

No problem, friend. It was a pleasure. Something tells me that I'm about to learn all of the secrets of the universe now.

 

[AutoTap]

I wish you peace and hope your journey is easy for you.

 

[Gnip]

No problem, friend. It was a pleasure. Something tells me that I'm about to learn all of the secrets of the universe now.

I would ask you to send us a postcard, were that to be at all possible. Then again, why would you ever wish to look back to where you have escaped from?

 

[dropdeadfred]

I would ask you to send us a postcard, were that to be at all possible. Then again, why would you ever wish to look back to where you have escaped from?

If my consciousness is to continue & I have choice in what happens, I'm going to fly through the cosmos for eternity, exploring. Look to the sky & I might just send you a sign, Gnip.

 

[Cakes]

We've never spoken but I've seen a lot of your posts, and you are memorable to me.
I'm sorry you have reached this point, but it is understandable. And you always back out if it is not the right time for you!
Bless you.
I wish you peace and comfort with whatever you decide to do. We're all behind you, lovely ❤

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Safe and peaceful journey

 

[Cakes]

Is dropdeadfred a reference to a film?

 

[Jumper Geo]

So sorry to see you go I hope you find peace but your alway's welcome back.

Best wishes

Geo