DignifiedGrave
GrinderofSouls
- Jul 5, 2026
- 134
So the night before last I had a seizure. My second one so far. Ive been feeling super anxious, depressed, dissociative. I always feel that, but after a few days of feeling fine, I had another seizure and its just totally obliterated my mood.
Im at an ER now looking to get checked out and hopefully referred to a neurologist to be checked out more thoroughly. I really dont know what to do and hope it's not epilepsy. Of course, with my luck, whos to say it wont be.
God, I need a win. Even if its not my mental stress is destroying me. I guess at least I got great insurance that'll cover my er bill but, fuck man. I just wanna lay down and wait for my heart to stop. I hope my next seizure goes on too long amd kills me.
Im at an ER now looking to get checked out and hopefully referred to a neurologist to be checked out more thoroughly. I really dont know what to do and hope it's not epilepsy. Of course, with my luck, whos to say it wont be.
God, I need a win. Even if its not my mental stress is destroying me. I guess at least I got great insurance that'll cover my er bill but, fuck man. I just wanna lay down and wait for my heart to stop. I hope my next seizure goes on too long amd kills me.
