Scored 100/100 for cognitive fatalism on the mcni test. Then i was told by the suicide hotline i was the most hopeless person they had ever spoken t

[lemohemo]

Just don't know where to go from here. I've done 24 sessions with an amazing psychologist but now that I have some paperwork I'm thinking of pursuing euthanasia. Quite high scoring in a lot of areas on the test.

She told me at the end she wasn't sure it she had the skillset to help me and her supervisor encouraged her to go with it.
Most clinicians don't see this in their lifetime as we don't reach out for help or are dead by now.

I'm in Europe so Switzerland is looking like an option for me now if I can save fast enough.

I've had 6 attempts and been suicidal for over 20 years. Now I have evidence that my psyche is f'd and maybe ill get approved for euthanasia.

 

[wham311]

Where can I take this yes

 

[lemohemo]

Where can I take this yes

I did it with a psychologist in December, its expensive but a good insight into the the break down of your personality.

 

[claracatchingthebus]

Just don't know where to go from here. I've done 24 sessions with an amazing psychologist but now that I have some paperwork I'm thinking of pursuing euthanasia. Quite high scoring in a lot of areas on the test.

She told me at the end she wasn't sure it she had the skillset to help me and her supervisor encouraged her to go with it.
Most clinicians don't see this in their lifetime as we don't reach out for help or are dead by now.

I'm in Europe so Switzerland is looking like an option for me now if I can save fast enough.

I've had 6 attempts and been suicidal for over 20 years. Now I have evidence that my psyche is f'd and maybe ill get approved for euthanasia.

i don't really believe tests like that have any validity and mostly they just serve to extract resources from patients

i am sure 99 percent of people who take the test end up with a result that suggests they need to pay more money to the mental/psychiatric industry

this world is extremely cruel, however, especially for people who are different somehow, so if this helps you to apply for euthanasia and you're unhappy and want the pain to stop, then i guess that's good

i wish this existence weren't so awful for so many