Scared of hanging

[readytodie]

Hey,

Iam pretty scared of hanging. I want to do partial suspension but I will probably need lots of force since I cannot even pass out by putting my hands around the neck and pushing as strong as I can. I guess I have a pretty strong neck. This means pain or at least a lot of discomfort.

Now my new idea is to just stand there with the rope around my neck, not applying any pressure at all and then swallow a couple of xanax to pass out and finally ctb.

Will this work?! Never took xanax before but heard that they can make you pass out if you take enough.
Any other medication I could try for this? Maybe sleep medication like Zolpidem?

Iam looking forward to your opinions :)

 

[Norest4thewicked]

Maybe take a look at the night night method. There is a thread on here. It's very well explained and is a good alternative to partial suspension.

 

[Sick Boy]

I feel the same way,im scared of hanging but im more scared about the mess im gonna leave to my family after my death

 

[hikikomori]

when you stand up high with a rope on your neck, your body kinda freezes its hard to fall. my advice don't think tie the rope and jump. also don't use the classic movie knot it's not effective, nd use the bathroom before u ctb your muscles lossens unpleasantly

 

[Norest4thewicked]

I feel the same way,im scared of hanging but im more scared about the mess im gonna leave to my family after my death

I know how you feel. Thinking of those closest to me just adds to my self loathing. Like an impotent rage at times. Sucks to have those conflicting feelings. Don't want to hurt them, deep down I know I will.

 

[gingerplum]

Can you elaborate on this, or post a link? Please.

 

[readytodie]

Can you elaborate on this, or post a link? Please.

I cannot post a link cause it's just some idea I had (with the meds before hanging), not an established method on this board.

Iam just wondering if it would work this way. Any opinions on this?

 

[Norest4thewicked]

Can you elaborate on this, or post a link? Please.

Just type night night method in the search bar in threads