• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
L

Looooser

My 2 cents
Feb 3, 2022
212
I haven't been online in a while because things have been really bad. I can't keep the demons out of my head anymore! Things just keep getting worse so I've decided to die on Thanksgiving. I plan on just shooting myself on a bench somewhere. This site has been wonderful for the short time I've been here. See you in the other side. 🤘
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Tiberius85, leeloosnow, icantandiwont and 16 others
Shivali

Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
🦋See you on the other side :Herz:
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Looooser and Per Ardua Ad Astra
F

freedomcalls

Student
Nov 9, 2022
136
Wishing you peace ❤️
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Looooser and Per Ardua Ad Astra
Caustic

Caustic

Member
Nov 18, 2022
41
See you there🙏🏼
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Looooser and Per Ardua Ad Astra
E

eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
Don't let others convince you you're a loser from their sick perspective
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Looooser and Per Ardua Ad Astra
Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
1,756
I hope all goes as well as possible, best wishes and goodbye, stay golden on the other side.
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Looooser and Per Ardua Ad Astra
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I haven't been online in a while because things have been really bad. I can't keep the demons out of my head anymore! Things just keep getting worse so I've decided to die on Thanksgiving. I plan on just shooting myself on a bench somewhere. This site has been wonderful for the short time I've been here. See you in the other side. 🤘
I wish the demons would be gone for you. I know your in pain and that pain is sufficient cause for your actions. Let the angelic host greet you in heaven, let them lead you to a place of love, peace, warmth, and understanding
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Looooser and Per Ardua Ad Astra
Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
  • Love
Reactions: Looooser
Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
Do what's best for you, may you find peace.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Looooser
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,325
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom from your suffering that you wish for.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Looooser
TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

Wizard
Aug 30, 2022
653
I haven't been online in a while because things have been really bad. I can't keep the demons out of my head anymore! Things just keep getting worse so I've decided to die on Thanksgiving. I plan on just shooting myself on a bench somewhere. This site has been wonderful for the short time I've been here. See you in the other side. 🤘
what happened bro? tell us
 
L

Looooser

My 2 cents
Feb 3, 2022
212
Don't let others convince you you're a loser from their sick perspective
I don't. Every decision I make eggs up being so wrong in so many ways. Been dealing with the demons for about 40 years now. My daughter is grown up now and it's just time before I run her life.
what happened bro? tell us
The demons are winning and in tired of fighting. Been dealing with this for about 40 years. I'm just tired.
 
  • Love
Reactions: drainganggggg
drainganggggg

drainganggggg

life in hell
Oct 12, 2022
22
im sorry that you're struggling with these feelings. i hope everything works out whether you ctb or not.
 
B

Bah

Things will be better when I'm dead and gone
Nov 18, 2022
17
I understand your pain. I also feel so tired. I hope you find the freedom and peace that you are looking for. If you need to talk to someone, we will be here for you. 💛
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
Are you planning to shoot yourself in a public place?
 
E

eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
I don't. Every decision I make eggs up being so wrong in so many ways. Been dealing with the demons for about 40 years now. My daughter is grown up now and it's just time before I run her life.

The demons are winning and in tired of fighting. Been dealing with this for about 40 years. I'm just tired.
You're a parent so I retract my comment above.
It does no longer apply to you.
What's your method?
 
Last edited:
coyotestark

coyotestark

Free at last, free at last.
Jun 13, 2022
72
See you in the next life, Wednesday will be my departure day.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ikadasui
ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
463
Planning on thursday myself. beyond unbearable and i'm financially fucked. Really hoping I can just pull the trigger and get myself the hell out of here
 
  • Like
Reactions: coyotestark
GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
See you on the Other Side.
 
  • Like
Reactions: coyotestark
coyotestark

coyotestark

Free at last, free at last.
Jun 13, 2022
72
Planning on thursday myself. beyond unbearable and i'm financially fucked. Really hoping I can just pull the trigger and get myself the hell out of here
I'm just going to enjoy my last day on this wretched planet, have a few drinks to work up the nerve, then turn my chest into a firing range. Catch you on the flip side.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: ikadasui and Zegers
ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
463
I'm just going to enjoy my last day on this wretched planet, have a few drinks to work up the nerve, then turn my chest into a firing range. Catch you on the flip side.
I'm just going to enjoy my last day on this wretched planet, have a few drinks to work up the nerve, then turn my chest into a firing range. Catch you on the flip side.
I hear ya! I feel bad for planning it on thanksgiving, but I don't ever get to eat good and I think it'd be a damn shame to delay it longer and have my last meal be something like a frozen burrito or a friggin poptart. Godspeed my friend!
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,593
Sorry things are so bad for you, but I completely understand. If I'm not around on Thanksgiving if you post a goodbye thread, not because I have somewhere to go, I don't, but because my Internet keeps screwing up, and you do follow through with ctb, I hope you find the peace you deserve. Actually, I don't think Thanksgiving is all that bad of a date for a ctb. I really don't have much in my life I'm thankful for, if anything. It sort of makes a statement. I wish I were ready. I'd go tomorrow if I were. Doubt I'll make it to next year's Thanksgiving, though. Anyway, again, may you find your peace.
 
R

Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I feel sorry for your pain and your bad situation. Demons in head can be very cruel. I am sorry you cant stand it anymore. But I understand it. I wish you can find an angel. An friend. I wish you find help.

But if you are sure I wish you eternal paece and endless love. I wish you calmness in your head and freedom in your heart. May your pain end.
 

Similar threads

thesighofleaves
Replies
36
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
thesighofleaves
thesighofleaves
Shoreline
Replies
4
Views
369
Suicide Discussion
Bishop
B
JaegerBombastic
Replies
6
Views
289
Suicide Discussion
Imausername
Imausername