Discussion Say one word about how your feeling today

[RM5998]

Hammered

(My friends are here, but they have no way of telling me how drunk I am... the grains of rice that fall from my plate are the only measure that I have... I'm hyperventilating again... kill me already, also where was I typing when I couldn't type here... probably some other site...)

 

[RM5998]

Unworthy

(I don't deserve to be here, when people have real problems... please ignore the stupid worthless needy cunt that I am...)

 

[DoneWithThis]

Surrender

 

[inconsequential]

Anxious

 

[Halo13]

Sick

 

[bath salts]

Anticipating

 

[Whatever707]

Depressed

 

[RM5998]

Bitter

 

[lilyeehaw]

paranoid

 

[Rukia]

Powerless

 

[Bitch With An Apple]

Clueless

 

[Pupuce]

Suffocating

 

[RM5998]

Exhausted

 

[Bagger]

Sad

 

[RM5998]

Sleepy

 

[marcusuk63]

dysfunctional

 

[LogicalConclusion]

Self-loathing

 

[Kikoo Loool]

useless

 

[laiduponit]

Grey

 

[andy69]

itchy

 

[RM5998]

Slow

 

[Dead Horse]

Anxious

 

[komm susser todd]

Ambivalent.

I havent given a single shit about how other people would feel about my passing until now. All im gonna say is a friend of mine has his own issues to contend with but hes generally able to cope and deal with then with a group of like minded people.

I saw somw of his material for a second and thought to myself...fuck man. If i go will he slip back into his vices because of the loss and hurt? Hes doing well for himself and id want him to press on with his life since i feel he can definitely find his happiness and fulfillment but i wonder if ending myself will break his resolve.

Fuck man

 

[bath salts]

Depressed

 

[RM5998]

Lost

 

[blanketyblk]

Done

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Shitty … Forecast for tomorrow Shitty again … with a chance of it hitting the fan !!!

 

[RM5998]

Slow

 

[Bagger]

Fucked up

 

[262653]

Cozy