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I feel somewhat hopeful now to have a method secured for the time being. I ordered 99% pure benzocaine. Will get 20% benxocaine sprays when the snow storm clears. I don't think I will plan a date or anything as thinking about it much may dissuade me or my SI may kick in. For me, my last attempt happened kind of impulsively and I was able to override my SI. Wish me luck 🤞
 
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