Pissed.
Fucking pissed. Hating more or less everything about the conditions of our pathetic and useless existence, and all of the pro-life culture. The way in which the ones that want to end their life are viewed and treated: the vigilance, restriction and most of all the fucking condescending and paternalism ("we're right about life, you're just a poor soul and your suffering doesn't allow you to think clearly").
Yeah, that's it. Fucking pissed. Every single one of the suicide preventionists can form a line and suck my dick.