Just one? Geez, I've never found feelings to be less than vastly conflicted or complicated, but well, here we go:
hiddentemporarilyfromtheworldcurrentlydrunkloathingofexistenceabateswatchingtimminchindreadinginevitablecomeupanceandhangovermaudlintearingupatthecheapestsentimentwishingIwasn'therewishingIcouldbesomeoneelseorgone
That's one, right?