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S like suicide

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Sherri

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Hello sweetie, im sorry to hear that. I'm doing better, the meds really helped me, I still feel depressed somedays, but the good days overcome the bad ones. Guess I'm in the recovery section now. Still agree with SS and will always agree and respect the foundations of SS and peoples opinion about life or ctb . A big hug it's good to see a familiar face. Whatever path you decide to go,I'm with you, no matter which you decide. Stay in touch hun. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
Hello sweetie, im sorry to hear that. I'm doing better, the meds really helped me, I still feel depressed somedays, but the good days overcome the bad ones. Guess I'm in the recovery section now. Still agree with SS and will always agree and respect the foundations of SS and peoples opinion about life or ctb . A big hug it's good to see a familiar face. Whatever path you decide to go,I'm with you, no matter which you decide. Stay in touch hun. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
Still have my Sn though and won't let it go anywhere ;)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Hello sweetie, im sorry to hear that. I'm doing better, the meds really helped me, I still feel depressed somedays, but the good days overcome the bad ones. Guess I'm in the recovery section now. Still agree with SS and will always agree and respect the foundations of SS and peoples opinion about life or quitting. A big hug it's good to see a familiar face. whatever you decide I'm with you. Stay in touch hun. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
I'm still here ... Not as much as I used to be. Mainly in music threads and some others.:hug:
 
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Sherri

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I'm still here ... Not as much as I used to be. Mainly in music threads and some others.:hug:
Same, I left for a while too, I'm trying to interact with the new ops, they are good souls, because most of the ones of our days decided to leave our safe house. I miss them though.
 
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TheHatedOne

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Sherri

Sherri

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awful awful awful fuck this life i need to die asap all i deserve is pain
Don't be so hard on yourself, you don't deserve pain. You are already in pain, so don't add more pain into it Or try not to. Every time you write a post I would like to say something amazing to make you feel better. Whatever you decide. All I can do is send you a virtual hug. I do think You are an amazing person.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
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Don't be so hard on yourself, you don't deserve pain. You are already in pain, so don't add more pain into it Or try not to. Every time you write a post I would like to say something amazing to make you feel better. Whatever you decide. All I can do is send you a virtual hug. I do think You are an amazing person.
please tell me what did i do to have this constant pain? what did i do that i dont even deserve last wishes? im crying continuously. what did i do? others hace done much worse and they still have love and last wishes respected and whatever. what did i done?????
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Same, I left for a while too, I'm trying to interact with the new ops, they are good souls, because most of the ones of our days decided to leave our safe house. I miss them though.
I miss them too. Especially Brick. He always made me laugh. Sometimes that really helps. So many have gone since the beginning.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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please tell me what did i do to have this constant pain? what did i do that i dont even deserve last wishes? im crying continuously. what did i do? others hace done much worse and they still have love and last wishes respected and whatever. what did i done?????
You did nothing wrong, I know that pain, and you deserve last wishes, we all care about you, specially me lately. Wipe your tears, have someone hurt you? If you don't wanna say in public, you can always pm me. Everyone deserves last wishes or stand up wishes. Please be safe, I'm here and many more if you wanna talk. Much love to you. Wish I could take that pain away and put some on myself. I would gladly do that from the bottom of my heart.
 
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