Discussion Say one word about how your feeling today

[Celerity]

:: what is it that you are pining for?! whatever it is - I hope that it brings you whatever it is you want! (mama warned 2 be careful what you wish for; you just might get it...) may you have the ultimate in happy birthday wish-fullfillment-wanting!! M!GS

A girl. Out of my league and in a serious relationship with someone else. :-/

 

[KleinerWolf]

my-life-is-trash

 

[sadworld]

Desperate

 

[http-410]

Tired

 

[UninformedLover]

Depressed

 

[Celerity]

Expectant

 

[http-410]

Destroyed

 

[TriggerHappy]

A girl. Out of my league and in a serious relationship with someone else. :-/

aww man - that's like perpetual living torture: when it seems like the universe is conspiring to make you the witness to situations that destroy you :: then you're lost in the land of wishful thinking looking at a map that just tells you you're never good enough...
just know I feel for you, bro :: sometimes things right now aren't meant to be
(& rather consider serial killing than stalking is my advice! -stalking always leads to arrest / & even worse: disappointment!)
- just find yourself a distraction
take care M!GS

 

[demuic]

Agony

 

[verloren]

Patiently

 

[sadworld]

brainfucked

 

[Sherri]

Bored

 

[KleinerWolf]

Darkness, Gloom, Silence,
Imaginary hope,
Contradiction

 

[TriggerHappy]

[ PREDATORY! ]

ha! ha! so i discovered the "Recovery Partner's Megathread"
and so
i've been tripping about how this is nothing more than a glorified dating site
(where the sick prey on the sicker) and we are all vulnerable to desire and deceit.

& i faithfully / faithlessly went looking for 'friends' with 'common interests / desires' yes, I too am an apex predator...

... but then i remembered no-one else (only I} can make myself happy / miserable / find fullfillment
i am too burdened by the actions of my past: i may only bring others my burden [until i am maybe well]

so i deleted my communication (and promises of poetry / passion and even exquisite pain) maybe persuasion...?
until i can love myself; i will only love you from afar...

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Disconnected.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Aleatory (yes I'm allowed to post the same word as many times as I want).

... but then i remembered no-one else (only I} can make myself happy / miserable / find fullfillment

Amazed that people still buy this. Anyone heard of solitary confinement? Anyone read up on anything to do with humans and social stuff and needs and shit? Anyone have an idea of how an economy works? I do agree that the way we think have a big impact, though, if that's what you're getting at.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Broken

 

[TriggerHappy]

Aleatory (yes I'm allowed to post the same word as many times as I want).


Amazed that people still buy this. Anyone heard of solitary confinement? Anyone read up on anything to do with humans and social stuff and needs and shit? Anyone have an idea of how an economy works? I do agree that the way we think have a big impact, though, if that's what you're getting at.

Not really sure exactly what you mean? what do you mean 'buy this?' believe it? what says your truth is any more truthful than mine?! so funny.
read it in context :: we are all prisoners in our own skulls, my brother.
- and yes i've been in solitary confinement (prison / Noupoort christian rehab) and living on the streets - I now have a monster house and sportscar and horrendous unmanageable addiction yet i'm more on this site than ever before (but because I have an agency / stuff / can pay off lawyers) i'm left to my own destructive devices - you have no idea how alienating that is..
truth is no-one will ever really KNOW how we feel. yet that's what we seek - see the paradox?!
maybe looking for love & communion is like looking for spiritual fulfilment in a heroin spoon. unfulfilling and fuckin illusory!!
we want to die - but when it comes down to it -we want to live. having everything is exactly the same as having nothing. I speak from experience.

nice posts b.t.w

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Not really sure exactly what you mean? what do you mean 'buy this?' believe it? what says your truth is any more truthful than mine?! so funny.
we are all prisoners in our own skulls, my brother.
- and yes i've been in solitary confinement (prison / Noupoort christian rehab) and living on the streets - I now have a monster house and sportscar and horrendous unmanageable addiction yet i'm more on this site than ever before (but because I have an agency / stuff / can pay off lawyers) i'm left to my own destructive devices - you have no idea how alienating that is..
truth is no-one will ever really KNOW how we feel. yet that's what we seek - see the paradox?!
maybe looking for love & communion is like looking for spiritual fulfilment in a heroin spoon. unfulfilling and fuckin illusory!!
we want to die - but when it comes down to it -we want to live. having everything is exactly the same as having nothing. I speak from experience.

nice posts b.t.w

Oh, I see what you mean now. I keep bouncing between being aware of this and drifting back to sleep. Do you mean the post count? Yes I've posted a lot haha.

 

[Quinlor]

Disoriented

 

[TriggerHappy]

Oh, I see what you mean now. I keep bouncing between being aware of this and drifting back to sleep. Do you mean the post count? Yes I've posted a lot haha.

yes, yes master - it's all about the size of your: .... post-count. ha!ha!
were too funny for ourselves sometimes; this sickness is sweet to the taste yet bitter to the heart
(my quote / i'm sober) apologies.

 

[GrumpyFrog]

Trashed

 

[Dead Meat]

Hurt

 

[signifying nothing]

undone

 

[deflationary]

Meh

 

[Ender]

distress

 

[popcorn]

empty

 

[gimme_my_happy_nap]

Unmotivated

 

[sadworld]

Scared

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Drained