Sasu members who CTBed

[damienlerone03]

hi guys! i was just curious to hear Sasu members that CTBed who also had an impact on you or something. I myself actually keep note of everyone who passes on this site that impacted me in some way, though sometimes i miss a few people because i fail to keep track :(
heres my list!

Friends that have died:
1. 4 am - June 1, 2024 - unknown
2. pancake1230 - Jun 22, 2024 - SN
3. everything goes - July 4, 2024 - SN
4. JKFleck - July 11, 2024 - SN
5. N3UR0T1C - July 13, 2024 - SN
6. AmericanMary - Aug 11, 2024 - SN
7. QueerMelacholy - Aug 24, 2024 - SN
8. Themogger - Aug 31, 2024 - SN
9. DropletOfFrenesi - Sep 13, 2024 - Hanging
10. mistymoo - Sep 18, 2024 - SN
11. Clive - Oct 30, 2024 - SN
12. Abyssal - Nov 6, 2024 - SN
13. Shrobae - Nov 9, 2024 - SN
14. heavyeyes - Nov 19, 2024 - SN
15. nolovenohope - Dec 21, 2024- unknown

Oh there was someone who i never got to talk to but their goodbye thread and story was pretty impactful to me at least.

Before me:
Puffyclouds - Feb 24th - CTBed by shotgun

 

[Namelesa]

I haven't interacted here much yet so haven't gotten actually know much people who have ctbed but someone who has (probably died) and has impacted me is darkest. They were fun and good to talk to and play in the Boys Vs Girls Counting game and were understanding and empathetic. Also with the method they found and used and shared to me (ligature strangulation), I think I could have a chance of using it myself if I can just learn to tie the knots.

ijustwishtodie has said he will try to ctb soon and he is definitely been a great member to interact with here with his views on life, death and suicide so he is 100% going in this list. I will be glad when he is able to escape his suffering.

 

[whitetaildeer]

neenie. i won't be sharing the date nor her method because i don't think she spoke of it publicly. but she went peacefully.

it's very bittersweet. i miss her dearly, but i know she's at peace and no longer suffering, and that matters more to me than having her in my life. she was an incredibly smart person; she was studying psychology (amongst other things), very talented, and answered/helped me with any questions i had. she also made an ama thread and, yeah. you can tell she's brilliant just based on the responses she gives people. she was also the first friend i made on here. i've been thinking of her daily and haven't had an outlet to talk about her death. she told me that i shouldn't just avoid my feelings or shelve them for "later" (later never comes). i guess this is me taking her advice.