Venting SaSu made me wanna write a poetry... (feel uncomfortable today)

[-Raven's Night-]

I spent the whole day lying on bed and sleep through classes, not a good feeling for sure... randomly scanned a poetry written inspired by here. Thinking about my future.

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It's incredible I hold an infinite ticket
to the roller coaster, the great bipolar
Please don't throw me back in the sleep paralysis
Getting it trembling, vibrate and resonate, all over again
And doctors try to still all the doubts
Those memories eventually will fade and never haunt
But i can't see it till right now.
cover me in the blanket of the moon
and nebula casted on my ceiling
and the meds, and the music
and the euthanasia in my lucid dream

I keept searching for and absorb the knowledge
how they take me to the peaceful land
by binding to the receptor and sedate us till
the darkness gather down and we wake up

The atoms dissipate
Summon by the ocean originates us
The molecules rush in you
with the gentles roaring waves

Your neurotransmitters
got to break free like
a train whose light all gone out
the destination looming in the rising mist
but the journey's begin
and i shall not be here from today
(i'm ready for my trip.)

Arsonist to myself
We know it's kinda terminal but
everybody believe it's something to coexist
the symptom that's to escape
Only those on the wrong planet would vote for change
The resident here but, expect that we would
compromise for acceptance
Sedation make me feel alive
to entiguish the blaze inside
Wake me up in the moment before dusk
to ignite the fire inside.