schroenix_p235
Kenny McCormick
- Aug 31, 2026
- 1
Good morning, good afternoon, or good evening to whoever is reading this, I hope you are well, if not, I hope the situation improves or becomes more pleasant.
I had this idea of CTB in my mind for a long time, and when I was 12 I tried it, regretting it at first and then experiencing months of physical and psychological abuse from my mother and an ex-boyfriend of hers. I still remember those days with a lot of pain...
You can feel sorry for me and all you want, but I do not recommend that you do, because a year ago I committed atrocities such as psychologically abusing my ex-boyfriend and being unfaithful to him (Twice), and then going to harass him when he left me for just reasons.
Now I have strong reasons to do it and that is that I was not able to control myself, and I committed a horrendous act against an innocent boy... I am a groomer.
When I was exposed for this and more, I chose to disappear for almost a year. Until, I felt empathy towards another person who committed the same acts as me, but unlike me, he sought to change, improve as a person and continue with his life and projects despite the harassment. I followed him to have someone to talk to freely, without feeling judged, until we fell in love and had a brief but beautiful relationship, that's how for the first time in a long time, I felt like I could change as a person, love someone properly and walk towards a future together.
But one night my ex, my victim and my exposers discovered me, and I deserve to have my hopes taken away, because I ruined their lives, caused them trauma and caused them too much damage. It was foolish to believe that I had hope for improvement, but I am a coward for not wanting to face bullying.
I no longer wish to victimize myself, I only came to say that because of the monstrosity that I committed, I no longer feel I have the opportunity to love, to project myself towards a possible future, to be able to live. I am sorry for the pain I will cause to the people who loved me in life, and I worry about the people I still love. But I want you to understand why I am going to make this decision, and that is that I no longer want to hurt anyone, I can no longer stand the harassment, and I do not want to sleep peacefully, pretending that I did nothing wrong, because they have already shown me that I am not worthy of love, nor of someone who is in the same condition as me for this horrendous act.
I did something horrendous and that doesn't deserve forgiveness, so that's why I'm taking the leap and doing CTB, because I really want the people I hurt to feel peace for the first time in a long time, even if it does appear in dreams from time to time, like Freddy Krueger, because I know we dream of dead people, and I don't wish that on these people.
Anyway, 'KMC_235' says goodbye, see you never.
I had this idea of CTB in my mind for a long time, and when I was 12 I tried it, regretting it at first and then experiencing months of physical and psychological abuse from my mother and an ex-boyfriend of hers. I still remember those days with a lot of pain...
You can feel sorry for me and all you want, but I do not recommend that you do, because a year ago I committed atrocities such as psychologically abusing my ex-boyfriend and being unfaithful to him (Twice), and then going to harass him when he left me for just reasons.
Now I have strong reasons to do it and that is that I was not able to control myself, and I committed a horrendous act against an innocent boy... I am a groomer.
When I was exposed for this and more, I chose to disappear for almost a year. Until, I felt empathy towards another person who committed the same acts as me, but unlike me, he sought to change, improve as a person and continue with his life and projects despite the harassment. I followed him to have someone to talk to freely, without feeling judged, until we fell in love and had a brief but beautiful relationship, that's how for the first time in a long time, I felt like I could change as a person, love someone properly and walk towards a future together.
But one night my ex, my victim and my exposers discovered me, and I deserve to have my hopes taken away, because I ruined their lives, caused them trauma and caused them too much damage. It was foolish to believe that I had hope for improvement, but I am a coward for not wanting to face bullying.
I no longer wish to victimize myself, I only came to say that because of the monstrosity that I committed, I no longer feel I have the opportunity to love, to project myself towards a possible future, to be able to live. I am sorry for the pain I will cause to the people who loved me in life, and I worry about the people I still love. But I want you to understand why I am going to make this decision, and that is that I no longer want to hurt anyone, I can no longer stand the harassment, and I do not want to sleep peacefully, pretending that I did nothing wrong, because they have already shown me that I am not worthy of love, nor of someone who is in the same condition as me for this horrendous act.
I did something horrendous and that doesn't deserve forgiveness, so that's why I'm taking the leap and doing CTB, because I really want the people I hurt to feel peace for the first time in a long time, even if it does appear in dreams from time to time, like Freddy Krueger, because I know we dream of dead people, and I don't wish that on these people.
Anyway, 'KMC_235' says goodbye, see you never.
