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Good4Nothing

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there the same thing!!!

I don't think they are. Bipolar and manic depression are the same thing, borderline personality disorder is something else, I believe. Correct me if I'm wrong, but they can't all 3 be the same thing, can they?
 
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I don't think they are. Bipolar and manic depression are the same thing, borderline personality disorder is something else, I believe. Correct me if I'm wrong, but they can't all 3 be the same thing, can they?

sorry ignore that, i totally read the post wrong!!! my bad!

EDIT i didn't see you had written BPD, i don't even know what that is!!
 
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100% yes. Since I was young actually. Before I even really understood how miserable I was. So much of what I've done has been to sabotage my own life and push me to that edge I know I'm heading for. I've put myself in harms way, I've ruined relationships, isolated myself so badly I can't leave my home and have not a soul to call if I needed someone. I completely understand you.
 
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ItsOverIsntIt

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Yeah I have definitely been doing that lately. I have barely been working on any of my classes to reassure myself that I should die and I can't help myself. probably going crazy but its helping me get ready to leave eventually
 
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Chupacabra 44

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I don't think they are. Bipolar and manic depression are the same thing, borderline personality disorder is something else, I believe. Correct me if I'm wrong, but they can't all 3 be the same thing, can they?

I don't think they are. Bipolar and manic depression are the same thing, borderline personality disorder is something else, I believe. Correct me if I'm wrong, but they can't all 3 be the same thing, can they?

Manic depressive disorder is the old name for what's now known as bipolar disorder. Borderline personality disorder is its own separate diagnosis.
 
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Good4Nothing

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Manic depressive disorder is the old name for what's now known as bipolar disorder. Borderline personality disorder is its own separate diagnosis.

That's what I thought. Thanks.
 
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Amumu

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Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
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I remember when I was 13, I told myself I should to hard drugs to die as soon as possible.
I never did hard drugs, but I guess it would be a way to sabotage a life.
 
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Stick

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I used to do it intentionally, but it actually made my drive to ctb a lot lower because unfortunately for me, ruining everything in my life is a fun process. Then, I didn't have the courage to deal with the aftermath.
Sometimes though, I sabotage on instinct. But it isn't something I do intentionally anymore.
 
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Catlovergirl

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I remember when I was 13, I told myself I should to hard drugs to die as soon as possible.
I never did hard drugs, but I guess it would be a way to sabotage a life.
I've been doing hard drugs for 6 years only now my.body's immune system seems to be the first that's going.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

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I would LOVE to try out a couple of prohibited substances but unfortunately where I'm from, we have the strictest drug laws on the planet. Bloody hell, even cigarettes cost an arm and a leg here.

From the above you can probably guess where I'm from :ahhha:
 
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