Rotting

[retardkid]

Back again, apparently nothing ever works out, its all the same, you think its getting better and then it goes downhill. Every day is the same, school, eat, lie in bed doing nothing....all alone. Dreadful, agonizing, mundane, there's nothing at all stopping me from walking into my closet and shooting myself with a 9mm. its like torture, like being stuck in a loop, long days of doing...nothing, sometimes I overdose on prescription sleeping medication, just so I can sleep, sleep is like death, but short. I long for eternal sleep. I feel myself rotting from the inside out. I can't do this anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wishing to sleep eternally, an dreamless and eternal sleep is all I wish for as well, all that appeals to me is the permanent release from all suffering.