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RoadtoFreedomTwo

RoadtoFreedomTwo

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May 28, 2025
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Not sure if this resonates with anyone else, but I'm currently in the process of completing my insert gas ctb setup, and with S8:E1 of Rick and Morty releasing recently, I made a funny comparison of myself as Rick - and once I complete the setup, it will be like all versions and variations of me completed theirs (like portal guns).

Main difference being that 1) I hope my journey is successful and 2) hope that other RoadtoFreedomTwo's are happier in alternate realities :)

Thanks for reading
 
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RoadtoFreedomTwo

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May 28, 2025
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Well friends, it might be the night! I have everything I need and everything's in order - just trying to decide if I want to pull the trigger tonight with an imperfect setup, or waiting until a welding-style gas hose arrives this week. Too lazy to try and bullshit an excuse for work, part of me wants to quit tonight since if my attempt fails I won't be going back... open to folks' thoughts!
 
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I don't know much about the inert gas method, but if it's anything like basically all the other CTB methods, an imperfect setup could increase your likelihood of failure, short- and long-term injury, and being hospitalized against your will. If you're really sure about CTB, why not wait the extra few days to be safe? And if you're not really sure about CTB, maybe the extra few days will give you some extra clarity on what the right decision is for you.

And I don't really know anything about Rick and Morty (such a big help I'm being, I know), but I hope your journey is successful, wherever it ends up taking you. And I hope the other yous in alternate realities are truly happy :3
 
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I don't know much about the inert gas method, but if it's anything like basically all the other CTB methods, an imperfect setup could increase your likelihood of failure, short- and long-term injury, and being hospitalized against your will. If you're really sure about CTB, why not wait the extra few days to be safe? And if you're not really sure about CTB, maybe the extra few days will give you some extra clarity on what the right decision is for you.

And I don't really know anything about Rick and Morty (such a big help I'm being, I know), but I hope your journey is successful, wherever it ends up taking you. And I hope the other yous in alternate realities are truly happy :3
Ended up waiting - hose arrived today! The nerves are starting to come up but I'm looking forward to peace <3 Might whip up a guide in the hopes of personal success and helping others
 
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May 10, 2025
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Ended up waiting - hose arrived today! The nerves are starting to come up but I'm looking forward to peace <3 Might whip up a guide in the hopes of personal success and helping others
hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you are looking for ❤️‍🩹
 
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