nearlynovember
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- May 4, 2023
- 11
A moment of venting because mid April I ran out of adderall and my state has no way of filling scripts rn. After withdrawing from adderall for a week or so (nauseous and dazed) I suddenly just lost my day to day routines and I ended up going cold turkey on all my meds. It's been one week off all my meds which to be clear are: adderall (adhd), pregablin (chronic pain), oxcarbazepine (irritability), and hydroxyzine (anxiety). I have a psych apt this week thankfully and want to redo my meds routine/hoping to get the addy back bc getting through a day without it feels like hell. I'm looking for some suggestions as in:
1. are there any drugs I should advocate to try that are in the same drug groups as the meds I mentioned
2. I have been diagnosed (not all at once but different docs say different things) with CPTSD, BPD, Bipolar, autism, adhd, depression, anxiety, ED's etc: a lot of shit! Anything you take bc of something similar?
3. and can they be more lethal? either as is or in mass quantities?
4. or could they be ?? i dunno really but ex. I used to take wellbutrin and would recreationally snort that. Similar I was on risperidone for a while and once I was off it had some back up supplies and almost had serious medical injury post OD'ing somewhat on them (wasn't an attempt, just was trying to feel something, and oh boy did I!)
clearly just being a menace I suppose. IDK! I'm honestly undecided if I am really manic or deeply depressed rn. I want to make art, but then again ethically I think ... I'm going to redact myself slightly but !! Death is in the air you know? I've felt so unstable and insane for so many years. And to allow many more to keep coming feels, hopeless.
1. are there any drugs I should advocate to try that are in the same drug groups as the meds I mentioned
2. I have been diagnosed (not all at once but different docs say different things) with CPTSD, BPD, Bipolar, autism, adhd, depression, anxiety, ED's etc: a lot of shit! Anything you take bc of something similar?
3. and can they be more lethal? either as is or in mass quantities?
4. or could they be ?? i dunno really but ex. I used to take wellbutrin and would recreationally snort that. Similar I was on risperidone for a while and once I was off it had some back up supplies and almost had serious medical injury post OD'ing somewhat on them (wasn't an attempt, just was trying to feel something, and oh boy did I!)
clearly just being a menace I suppose. IDK! I'm honestly undecided if I am really manic or deeply depressed rn. I want to make art, but then again ethically I think ... I'm going to redact myself slightly but !! Death is in the air you know? I've felt so unstable and insane for so many years. And to allow many more to keep coming feels, hopeless.
