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@siniy_cat

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Nov 19, 2023
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I feel like a burden. Do you guys ever feel like a burden to your friends? I am drunk and feel like everyone around me doesn't want to be around me. Like knowing me means they have some kind of responsibility towards my well-being. I don't know, but that they interact with me and I am someone the may feel guilty about killing himself, thinking they could have done something about it even though I'm just really lost. I don't know what to say. I guess I love you all
I mean that I feel guilty that they feel guilty that they could do anything, but there isn't something they could do. That's why I feel guilty
I'm really sorry. I will delete this later if I can. I'm too drunk to do it now and distracted. I do feel guilty. Delete this
 
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Hardcore_Henry

Hardcore_Henry

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Dec 24, 2023
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Are you me? Lol

All seriousness, I know exactly how you feel though, feeling bad about feeling bad, acting as a drain on everyone else around you which makes you feel worse. Try not to feel guilty about it though, shows there's some good in you.
 
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