Insomniac
𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
- May 21, 2021
- 1,357
My retarded mother confiscated my Xanax pills this morning because a friend of her told her it was a dangerous drug.
I felt deeply humiliated and infantilized by her action (mind you, I'm a 24yo female and she thinks she can just do this kind of thing without my consent?).
I feel trapped with this bitch because I don't have a job. I felt so infuriated that I threw my fucking phone against the wall
and ruined my laptop.
Xanax is the only thing that is capable of containing my anger issues and when I don't have access to it, I basically break things of value to me.
Right now I'm contemplating going in the kitchen and breaking everything that's fucking breakable and burn all of her clothes.
She is so fucking dumb. She thinks I'm joking when I say that I cannot function properly without these stupid pills. She says that there's nothing wrong with me and that I'm just fucking lazy.
How do I calm myself down. I'm so sick of everything.
Maybe I just need to die today
I felt deeply humiliated and infantilized by her action (mind you, I'm a 24yo female and she thinks she can just do this kind of thing without my consent?).
I feel trapped with this bitch because I don't have a job. I felt so infuriated that I threw my fucking phone against the wall
and ruined my laptop.
Xanax is the only thing that is capable of containing my anger issues and when I don't have access to it, I basically break things of value to me.
Right now I'm contemplating going in the kitchen and breaking everything that's fucking breakable and burn all of her clothes.
She is so fucking dumb. She thinks I'm joking when I say that I cannot function properly without these stupid pills. She says that there's nothing wrong with me and that I'm just fucking lazy.
How do I calm myself down. I'm so sick of everything.
Maybe I just need to die today
