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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

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Jun 7, 2023
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I'm constantly surrounded by reminders I'm a failure. listening to pieces of music I've failed to learn, people succeeding at hobbies I've failed to maintain, people who truly want help and I'm too lazy to even properly vent my problems in this post now...

I hate this. sorry I wasted anyone's time.
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
I feel sorry for you.. hugs
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,263
You're not wasting anyone's time. We all choose to be here and support one another if we can.

I'm sorry you feel like you do. Do you even enjoy any of those activities anymore? Whether you feel you are good at them or not? I do relate though. I hate the feeling of failure.
 
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𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂
May 26, 2023
165
I'm constantly surrounded by reminders I'm a failure. listening to pieces of music I've failed to learn, people succeeding at hobbies I've failed to maintain, people who truly want help and I'm too lazy to even properly vent my problems in this post now...

I hate this. sorry I wasted anyone's time.
Can relate it's so much energy to even talk to anyone. Constantly reminded of how big I'm a failure has been constantly eating me inside.
 
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feder

feder

I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
Apr 13, 2023
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It's not a waste of time to support someone who is suffering, even if it's just words on the internet.
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
472
I feel sorry for you.. hugs
big hugs back! thank you...

You're not wasting anyone's time. We all choose to be here and support one another if we can.

I'm sorry you feel like you do. Do you even enjoy any of those activities anymore? Whether you feel you are good at them or not? I do relate though. I hate the feeling of failure.
I appreciate that. thank you! and no I get very little pleasure if any from what I used to do. the doctor thought listening to piano music I used to try to learn would cheer me up. but it beat me down. I'm just holistically a failure of a human.

Can relate it's so much energy to even talk to anyone. Constantly reminded of how big I'm a failure has been constantly eating me inside.
it's exhausting. I'm sorry you relate...

It's not a waste of time to support someone who is suffering, even if it's just words on the internet.
thank you for your kindness!
 
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irie

irie

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Mar 10, 2023
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you're not wasting anyone's time, the least we can do is support you. i know the feeling all too well, and i'm really sorry you have to go through it as well. it makes things feel so unenjoyable, even just as hobbies, because i'm not succeeding at them, or meeting my own expectations. it's truly exhausting
 
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