redsendtend
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- Feb 13, 2026
- 15
I'm a Christian, or was. I believed in God, left my family and my house all that. Albeit, my family were pretty abusive in relation to the parents around me, i couldve survived it. I left my home for God, gave up everything. The reason i believed in God in the first place was because of certain events, now I look back I think that I only was "blessed" or it was a "miracle" because of my social standing: people of lower social standing were insecure and so submitted to me and so a lot of good things happened to me which I thought that was "luck" or "miracles" but it was actually just my privilige. This revelation wouldn't be so hurtful if I didn't build my whole belief and life on God, for Jesus said "whoever gives up their life will find it" and (something along the lines of) "a wise man builds his house on sure foundation". Now I've been "demoted in society" if you will, everything has changed and lo and behold God is not there so... Yeah. There's a lot more other things... i cant put it all into one post but this all is very sad to me. I loved "God" more than anything, but through reflections and things like that, I realised that it wasn't God, it was just society's clogs working and I was too privallegedly ignorant to see it. Makes sense tbh, a lot of times in history we usually slap a label on anything wonderfully mysterious as "of God". I do feel a bit scared for posting this reply because Jesus says that "blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is an unforgivable sin", but the Bible also says that God desires truth, so God, if you are real, this is how I feel. I think this text/comment was a prayer, cry for help and self-analysis all in one go. Oh well. To whoever reads this, i hope I did not discourage your faith but this is just my feelings and I wrote it to vent, not to unconvert. If Christianity works for you great, if it didn't, then also great.
I'm 18, female, and I'm pretty much a femcel by definition I guess. Sort of became a femcel for God, but now everything's gone, my childhood room has gone and everything. My message to the world is be grateful with what you have, and don't take a good community for granted and respect your privilleges handed to you from birth.
I'm 18, female, and I'm pretty much a femcel by definition I guess. Sort of became a femcel for God, but now everything's gone, my childhood room has gone and everything. My message to the world is be grateful with what you have, and don't take a good community for granted and respect your privilleges handed to you from birth.
