relate

[Life_and_Death]

i MIGHT have already shared this song, but i was adding a song to my list and tripped across this one. and i relate to it more then id like to.



* - already went through those lyrics previously

im lost and have no where to go. i have no family or friends (complicated but basically). everyone hates me and doesnt even try to understand (thank you to the ones that do get it).

* I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?

theres so much going on in my head but i cant even begin to share it all. they say they dont "want me out their way" but i cant help but feeling it would be best.

I've got so much shit to say
Baby take me from this place
I just really cannot stay
Tears are falling down my face
I feel colder every day
Know they want me out their way
I'll be gone, I'll be okay
I just need some fucking space

just by existing i feel hated, but i get it, however theres only one way to kill a personality. and weed changes nothing for the best as most here know im sure. if i ONLY had a bit of my personality then the last part wouldnt be quite as true, but im all me and not completely worth it.

I walk by, I feel them hate
Wanna die 'cause I relate
Wanna cry, I feel insane
I get high but I can't escape
Would they love me If I change?
Am I lost? Am I too late?
Soon I'm dead, I cannot wait
Please don't love me, it's a waste

* I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?

this part i dont exactly relate to but "cant get over shit im done". what 'you' dont realize is im obsessive. not everything but a good portion of it, i obsess over it. and im so done. its tiring, mentally wearing and i lack control over it.

Wanna die so fucking bad
You're the best I've ever had
Wanna die when I look back
'Cause you always made me sad
Can't get over shit I'm done
I just make another song

nothing helps. drinking, weed, does nothing helpful. just forget about me and let me go. theres no getting better, theres just a general coping. ive been hurting for so long, ive been dying all along, just let me vibe til its my time.

Nothing helps, I'm fucking numb
I'll be gone, bitch, pass the blunt
I've been hurting for so long
Baby, kill me in your thoughts
I've been dying all along
Let me go where I belong
Get me drunk bitch, get me high
Give me pills and let me vibe
When it's time, just let me die
I'm so tired of this life


i went on a walk, and on that walk my personalities talked. "i see why they like you"