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Thomas599

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Jan 9, 2025
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I spent many summers of my youth living and working at summer camps around the Santa Cruz California mountains and redwood forests. I'm thinking that would be a nice place to go to CTB. Maybe even in the Capitola Village Esplanade area, at the beach, late at night, after having a couple of slices of pizza from the BEST pizza place on the planet - Pizza My Heart.

I have three bottles of Pento. (N), I could drink them and then fall asleep on the lawn at the end of the Esplanade and drift off to sleep with the sound of the waves kissing the shore. It would be assumed by the few passersby that I was probably passed out drunk and I would most likely be left alone for a couple of hours, "Maybe he's just drunk or homeless... let him sleep" they'll say to one another...

I will never wake up.

Thoughts?
 
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I'm planning on going out in the national forest by my house too but with a nitrogen tank / scuba set up. Never even seen another person there
 
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azo

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I don't have any advice. Just wanted to say that the title caught my attention, because my desktop wallpaper is the default macOS sequoia forest and I often find myself looking at it and thinking what a nice place it would be to die.
 
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