Sigh. Humans love to be cruel. Don't they? They revel in it and this is why humans don't deserve to survive as a species. I can't wait to get away from these monsters.
Without SaSu, I would be in a much worse place. There is almost no one in my actual life I can talk to about any of this.
This place is literally a sanctuary for someone like me. I am severely, chronically suicidal. But my survival instinct and fear of pain is incredibly strong as well. I struggle to cope with the fact that I have to exist at all, let alone the plentiful terrible things that happen on a daily basis.
But I am stuck here. It's torture. This site helps ease that torture just a little bit. And according to all these POS pro-lifers, isn't "every little bit" supposed to help?
They say they care about us. Yet continually block every way for us to find relief. It's cruelty and nothing else. Blah blah blah "good intentions". It's the actions that matters and people's like this actions are cruel. And there is no excusing it.
If this person is still here and sees this. Please leave. Go away and leave us alone. You don't understand, and clearly never will. So please. Go away. You are no help to us. And also. Fuck you. Like in every way possible.
